regrets   regretting   reality   scene   traffic   pilot   observe   gentle   darkness   fades   feel   dark   fear   moment   repeat   ignoring   surviving   througt   knots   full   straight   twine   arms   puts   distract   trace   man   guilt   spark   thoughts   peace   potholes   alright   posture   differently   untying   string   noise   face   unwilling   learned   drove   wheel   bull   half   watched   eyes   dreaming   itjust   forgetting   mistake   breeze   leaning   rear   smile   satori   random   pace   day   rags   grow   imagine   canvas   sit   red   imagining   serene   auto   afraid