i want to live
that's a lie
i want to die
it doesn't matter
the pain i feel
has become too real
the brightness in my life
has quickly gone away
the darkness
overcame me
the love in my life
slipped through my fingers
the sadness
took over
the light

I am yours

Unfold me
Unroll me
Stretch me between
my heart and your mind

Render me helpless
Bleach me clear
Pull on my strings
with your eager demands

Hold me within you
Gulp my essence
Bleed me bare
Drain me juiceless

Scrape my bones
Evaporate me dry
Grind me to dust
Inhale me complete

Put the light on

Come closer my faithful shadow
Separated from my feet

I wonder why you left me?
Did I disgust you so?
Did I make you blush?
Am I too complicated?
Do you wish you shadowed another?

Did you think I’d leave you?
You know you’ve the same attachment issues as me?
Do you miss the manic-ness?
I bet you miss the tears?
The tears of a shadow are so special
It’s almost impossible to catch one

I missed you
I was so lonely when you left
You took away my comfort
I felt quite distressed
Apart from depression
You’re my only friend

Please come home to me
Reside where you belong
I’d give anything to have you shadow me again
And save me from myself

Certain parts of me, you cannot unlock
It's these scars and memories I tend to block
You chose me to be your part
To take away the pain from your heart
The love you pour out of your soul
Is one of your unintentional future goal
I, on the otherhand, is an open book
Few chapters you read, with tears, away you look
Hard times we both have faced
Each time a struggle, a case just paced
Now that the terms and conditions being laid out
It's up to you to think about
Life in a second is not easy to move
Most times it's way another we prove
To stay together and try to work
Love comes second, with a lot of talk
Understanding is first and so is trying
Sometimes its worth a go then spend time crying
Lots to learn and much to give
It's a handshake to move on and to live
Soon the unlock parts would rust
With residual memories becoming merely a dust
Hope in a new life is a must for both
With love and promises, now we seal this oath...


©sim

On this solid rough edged paper like bark
Picking my writing tool in a haste
With ink spurred over the edges like an ark
I write a legacy for people living in the waste

The wrath of my writing caused bark to asunder
Writing stays as scrolls of eternity
With the heed of good serenity
Where emotions and actions here, I surrender

On narrow bark willing to dig deep
With the clarity of characters and notch to keep
The barks swallow the liquid while the writer reaches zenith
The story here my friend is not a myth

Picking up a glass piece to carve out my own name
So my shadow would recognize that my submission is no shame
I am not a profane impression
But seeing the suffering of people puts me in great  depression

Designed the lesson with this stainless knife
A dream come true of my entire living life
If my writing is be of any worth
I shall make it more subjective with example and take it forth

If the quick press only sanctioned my rights
I wouldn't be worried or sound down as I write
If only they created a constitution with a candor
My work shall be a piece of legacy for the people, I always adore...
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©sim