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****** nails, scraped raw
silent screams, hearts thaw
constant morning, endless night
icy covers, fading light
walls confining, ceiling caves
desperate pleas, useless saves
silent drowning, screaming voice
blistered palms, lacking choice
im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck im stuck  im stuck im stuck
If you were to ask me how I'd imagined my first , I'd say with a person I love , but I've read too many books to spare you the exception, instead id say

I want it to feel like a whisper
A gentle caress as teeth graze against my skin
Words dancing at my lips but all that is heard is a moan
I'd want it to torture the corners of my mind
As I am struck by this feeling of pure bliss
No don't rush me
This is my first
Id want it to feel like the bending of the breeze against the surface of an ocean
As my currents  split
And I am finally theirs
Id want it to feel like a rush of fresh air
As my spine twists within the horizon
Stars disappearing within my eyes
As my sighs are silenced by the dawn
I'd want it to feel like my first step
An uncertainty tainting my innocence
As their hands dig into my skin
Thoughts of our future hidden within the tint of our cheeks
As we hardly knew what we were doing
Even with it all
I'd want it to feel like we're in love
But we share an underlying hatred
For finally giving into something we'd know would destroy us
Like I've sworn at the stars I have read to many books
But still I'd want it to feel like a bath of cold water
As the coolness stings at my *******
And all I can depend on is our air
I'd want it to feel like fresh candle wax
As their fingers dig into my airway
And all that's left of me is all that I am in front of them
I'd want it to feel like a scene from a French movie
Temptations dancing on the tips of our tongues
As they shade every part of my skin
With their undying desire
I'd want it to feel like a poem
That searches every hidden meaning within my pleasurable sighs
As they give a whole knew meaning
To read me like a book
I'd want it to feel like a bare canvas
Waiting to smother our torture
As we paint its walls with our lust
And fear the pressure building in our cores
Id want it to feel like my body had known no pain
As we get lost in the abyss of our human nature
But all I can say is ,
Fear consumes my heart
That what if my first
Ends with me not telling love and lust apart
Sorry this feels Sooo long
Wind kissed souls,
at midnight.

World move below,
from top it glow.

Stars cover the sky,
so high,
the scene made,
my heart so shy.

Rooftop view....
Piece by piece they're pulling us apart
As Time rips, controversy shreds
As they pull us to our separate oceans
We fight each other again

He won't listen to me speak
They won't let me in this room
The world won't even look at me
For I wear the color blue

He who shares my same last name
She who shares my blood
Shun me because I won't wear red
Wish to cut out my tounge

Society as it's walls grow taller
Pray on friendships demise
Watch it's families break apart
Silence neutral cries

Feed us only our own view point
Teach us to hate the other
Those in power who smile big
As intellectuals shudder

Break us down person by person
Teach us through AI
Bright red armed with insults
My faded blues cry

I don't hate you because you have opinions
Don't hate the red blue or even green
I respect you because you're a person
Why can't you do the same for me
My country continues to grow more and more politically divided. As we all live in our echo chambers the dynamic of humanity falls away.
~Especially For our own poet, Immortality~

we all dream for a few seconds,
mostly when we are younger,
like, say, s e v e n t e e n, that
something, we might be~come,
known for, perhaps even believing
our names|our poems might be read,
a hundred and one years on…


periodic, episodic,doesn’t last long,
though it
does get repeated every
now and then, and  then again,
each time, the notion disappears
faster, sure, better things to dream
about, better hopes more closely
held, tangible tasting, envisioning,
deserving for intensely scheming,
using that double edged

s~word,
realistic,
and even, in the
planning, schemin’ dreamin’
always a nagging fearin’
can
they really
could come true


others fantasize,
, that class of crazy dreamers,
standing at an airport gate,
hear a call out your name,
and someone will,
from behind, tap you on the
shoulder and asks, shyly


hey, you wouldn’t be that person
who writes
poetry on HP?


unlikely of course, odds against,
whoa,
even worse
than winning a lottery jackpot prize

but then again, surprise always
favors biting you on,
well, them tender places,
and a day comes,
when  a younger poet, amazes, takes the time,
makes the effort to look up your older
writs, languishing in bits of bytes on an
unknown server, aged  graying from
relentless time,
and the absence of eyes,
being read, thereby re~realized,
revitalized,
visualized, inhaling light+ air,
away wiping
the dust and webs of  suffered mortality
and, that silly notion escapes it grave,
and you writer, run into an encounter
with an old fantasy, resurrected and
you too reread that old poem, issuing s
voluble ****!, not half bad, and restoring
that momentary potent potentiality of
it
surviving past the beyond date of expiry,
and then, another is read, & another,
swallowing a pill stronger
than a a Doctors’s best gurss forecast
of 20 more years you’ll live,
for an actualized prophecy now
is tangent tangible,
like mouth to mouth-resuscitation
and you, unusually,
think once more about tomorrow,
exhaling the headyatmosphere
of a rainy forest,
well appreciating, laughing at the future,
for here, she has shared but penned
but twenty four original poems,

me,
thousands open and disguised, and my newly formed grin is now for her,
for now my breath and its baggage of a fantasy, may
be coming her
reality realized?


and I will surely still be an
avid cheerleader
for her, for you, a
devoted
follower-in-absentia
When I picture happiness
I think about how stunning
You looked in that sundress
And even better without it
Probably the only thing I appreciate about summer...
If
If I could reply,
without the pain.

If I were bold,
to break these chains.

It would be as,
If I could fly,
in heaven sky,
to stop time’s sigh.
We all wish heaven, don't we?
She's like the essence of a coral rose
a latent bloomer with a heart of gold
And when she speaks to me in prose
deep inside, she opens doors of old

Rosy cheeked and full of vitality
a thriving blush in my garden of love
Infused with life and immortality
she's been sent from up above

A rose by any name will always be so neat  
like cupid wings when flown across the sky
Filled with ample beauty she's replete
soft and mellow, like a gentle sigh  

She's the perfume of my scented days,  
perfect and valuable in every way.
I am the Monster
The Monster is me
It spreads through my soul in blackout tendrils
And takes me where I'm meant to be

I've been betrayed
One too many times
Ridiculed for beautiful things
That make me feel alive

I used to care what others think
Hid my face, cried silent tears
I've given up on being human
Let them whisper, let them fear!

What right do we have to claim to be good?
When we're all living heartless lies
We would all be murderers
If scathing thoughts were crimson knives

I once longed to be fearless
But spent my life afraid of pain
Now I welcome all the torture
It is their loss and my great gain

Let them underestimate me
But I will no longer make that mistake
My enemies thought they bested me
They don't know that I'll never break

I am smarter, faster, stronger
Then they will ever be
Invincible, unstoppable
"We are a machine!"

So say farewell to who I was
And learn to fear who I've become
You can keep your body bag
I swear to you,
I'm
Not
Done
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