I left
I gave you up
I learned it hard
Had to be tough
But go untouched
To grow unloved
To blow too hard
I needed to understand
Why this is truth
Why you weren't there
And why I was too
...

Can't see
Can they?
Pictures that ruin
Up, it eats you

Determination
Addiction
Love and Hate

Can't say
Can they?
Sounds and voices
Down, it pulls you

Taboo roleplay
***
The dance of men

Can't believe
Can they?

Monarch lies
In the garden of life

Flowers of memories
Trees and streams
The monarch flies

The illusion that is life
Hidden in it's beauty
Illusions and dreams
Fluttering clutter

Move on monarch

The biology of my brain
The psalms of my heart
The songs that I breathe
The art that I live

The loitering pain of a past hurt
The depressed look of a repressed soul

The hiddenness of the dead
The tears that has been shed
The blood that I have bled

I am but a body
Nor a soul
But a spirit

Stuck
in a *** hole
Lies
that 've all been heard
Try
to wipe your eyes.

The veil's still there
Can't see
Blind.

Through the night
Down you went
You dove again
So you suffocate
Grasping
Gasping for air
Addiction
Addicted

A seer's nightmare
her own demise
sulphur, iron, and fire
she sees as she ceases to exist
A tug of roses, peony, and rosemary
a seer's dream
her own grave
fungi and maggots
she disappears
my seer

Honesty and lies
Perfect crimes and lust
Lying cheats and gusts

Imperfect,
Shattered glass
Glass of wine
Blood and tears

Gut flutter
Such clutter
Utter pain

Love but hate
Heals but scars
Cluttered love
Broken love

A blast of fire
A blaze of thunder
Bashing to play

The pain that plunders,
Reeks in our souls
The words that burn the strongest spirit

A blaze
A spark
A hint
Of fire
Can burn the most glorious of trees

On the run
The stars dim
The wolves howl
Songs and poems we sing
It echoes…The words we used to read
We ran far…
We hid away…
O.. what a fool we were…

It echoes..
As I speak..
As I breathe..
As I cry myself to sleep..
As I scream and as I shout..
It echoes..
In my heart
And in my mind..

The monarch had flown away
She echoed and left
Left me in tears
And my blood shed

Hidden in caves
I surely am
The walls are my friends now
They're all I have
...

Fleeting feathers of a hawk
Flown away by a wind
Hidden by a wing
Down it went as ashes live