An Oklahoma politician
wants to outlaw hoodies
in the hood

It's true, it must be
I read it in Fox News  :)

I'd sooner be in Missouri or Cleveland
or New York City where you don't have to
wear a hoody or raise your hands to get shot


There are other things more pressing
than hoodies in the hood
that don't need ironing

like hoods in suits
and the elephant in the room
that needs shooting.

Aurora,
you were change
you lit my life
brightly and beautifully
for just a little while
you showed me what it was
to not be in darkness
your light illuminated me
and all the pitch black things
I had been living with
fled.
But your light left me blinded
blinking
once you were gone.

i know for a fact,
that everyone fears lonliness
so then why do people think
that it's okay
to smother others with a blanket of isolation?
no one should have to fight so hard
just to feel like they even,
so subtly
exist.

take me by my hand,
take me through these streets,
take me up and around spiraling stairs until we reach your apartment's
abandoned rooftop.
take my breath away as we stare at the billions of lights and lives below,
in awe at the wonders
this world can create.
show me what it's like to feel special
by painting my existence
as it's own single light,
that helps brighten
this secluded nighttime sky.
make me realize that without it,
without you,
this world wouldn't be as blindingly beautiful.

maybe the reason i love the city
is because it is so
deadly still.
these concrete mountains
and paved rivers never
seem to move an inch or
take a single breath.
i'm becoming ok
with not being able to
see the clouds above
my head as they pass
with the wind,
because everything seems
easier when these buildings
block off the outside world.
i'm starting to want them
to enclose me and
if i'm lucky,
one day they'll
swallow me whole because
i just can't handle anymore motion,
and i don't think i'd be able to
say another goodbye.
so maybe i'll head to the city,
because all i really need
is the world around me to sit
still for a few moments
so i can actually take
a second to breathe.

Huddle on a sofa,
Watching some TV,
Reading a book,
With a cup of tea;

The wind is blowing,
The hail is thumping against the windows,
Lightning and thunder light up the house,
I thank the god that I am indoors;

Wood burning,
Fire crackling,
The smell of oak
Is so relaxing;

This is what makes my house a home,
This is what fills my heart with hope;

Like the sun
You are distant

Like the earth
I keep moving around
You

Like the other planets

And you keep sending
Your warmth to all

Don't worry I've figured it out
Somebody, got rid of your pout.
Somebody, that body isn't me.
Somebody, who has more ability.
I'll back down,
I'll back off.
I learned my lesson last time so I'll get lost.

Don't worry, I'll be just fine.
Just need to get some **** off my mind.
In the end, I could be wrong.
But I'll prepare for the worst, as i rip this ****.

I'm worried, what should I do ?
My brains overloading on the worst outcomes with you.
Many times before, when I've drawn the losing hand
I just want to win for once, before giving up & calling ******* on this sham.