its dark in here

inside my box

nothing moves

noone talks

except for me

and to myself

it seems quite rough

but in the end

i always find

myself encased

in this seclusion

all alone

comfortably

uncomfortable

and maybe thats

my place for sure

till someone else

beats down the door

and lets me see

the light once more

moral support

wont help her walk up the stairs


and a pat on the back

wont pull the ring from her ear

Whilst sitting on a red park bench

smoke in hand, comfy, fed,

another, his revolver clenched

points his power towards my head.


"your money, sir. and make it fast"

I? not a twitch, not a glance.

His eyes now wide, confused it seemed

"hello old man? i said give me.."


"be on your way sir, i am quite tired"

his eyes now merely pupils, wired.

"how is it now, that i stand here,

and you, not shaken, free of fear?"


"fear, my son? what threatens me?

I'm quite content, my children three

play whilst i enjoy the sun, but you...

you hide...



...behind a gun."

Tablet dust rising

like smoke through the air

a blissful hiatus

from connection to them

moronic epitome

of ironic affairs

he should have looked up

cause hes falling again


Now the boy who cried wolf

lies awake in the night

cause he's actually scared of whats out there

the doctors he sees

cant do much to relieve

all the tension thats built up inside him




and the pills that made him cozy




made him cold

I would like to help you

I would love to change

how you feel about the world

and those therein arrange,

in such away to alter how you view

your fellow man, but darling it is

not that simple, for while we love

today, there is a little problem that

arises in the way

yes, its true i love you

and want to keep your pain at bay

but honestly, to be quite blunt



i dock my boat there everyday.

I can spell indifferent with two letters.

in thirteen different fonts;

and four the day, I'll feel so clever.

I'd **** the venom from you

until you were a withered pulp

of what used to be a human being

and then proceed to gulp

cause even though

there is not one thing

that i would halt from doing for you

to find your health in place of mine

well id be dead just looking at you