sometimes it hits me like a brick the realization that you're not there anymore the realization that i'll never be able to feel your touch again i'll never be able to be in your presence again oh how i miss being next to you
then i wonder how it was real it was just so perfect, until it wasn't i just don't get how someone who made me feel more than anyone else has could leave my life so quickly i don't get how we weren't meant to be
but that's just how it is sometimes isn't it. life isn't always fair, maybe we're meant for each other in another lifetime
I shouldn't be feeling this way I know But every part of my heart beats for you Every second of every day All that's on my mind is you
There's a war going on in my heart The soldiers stomping around the edges of each and every vessel The voices shouting But amidst the chaos, all I can think of is how I felt when we looked into each other's eyes
Those eyes of yours, that smile of yours It feels like paradise whenever I venture into them Our souls connected in an instant, they quickly became intertwined And I just can't seem to forget it
Finding you was like finding the missing puzzle piece I've been searching for for a long time.
Why am I so stuck on you? Because you fit all my standards Because I saw great potential in us Because we have such a great chemistry
Why did it end? I can't put it all into words You said I overwhelmed you Gosh, how I wish I could take all those overly personal questions back
Why didn't I think about what I wanted to say before I said it? Because I'm impulsive Because I have trust issues Because your answers determined if I would be able to let my guard down
Why did you leave? Because you're emotionally unavailable Because I'm too much for you Because maybe, just maybe, there was someone else
I just don't get it. I could've given you the world, but I guess I was too flawed in your eyes for you to even bother trying. I'm more angry at myself though, I feel as though I'll never be loved by anyone because I'm too damaged.
I'm a fool aren't I? Only 8 days with you But it felt like 8 years Only 8 days with you But I felt more with you than with anyone else Only 8 days with you And I feel like a fool for being in misery now
For something that wasn't a relationship, that sure stung a bit when it came to an end.