she viewed the sword blade
coming out of the floor
and whispered
i need this
pulling her ******* down
watch me drill my self to death
for you my beloved
her ***** swollen
drooling
******* and eyes radiant
as she sauntered to the upright blade
carefully placing her **** over it
looking at me sweetly
saying
i should do my ***
don't you think
smiling
yes please do it slow my love
i want to savor you my darling
at first she stood over it
on flexed tippy toes
careful to position herself just so
running her soft fingers over the blade
willfully cutting them
and slowly bringing her slender slit hand
to her lips
with pink tongue licks
like blood diamonds
in cherry red saliva
swallowing
and then smiling
standing over the tip of the blade
she said
holding my self up is such a bother
im sure if i let go
gravity will help
this blade
slide right through
tender little me
ooooooooow
i asked
do you want drugs for pain
no she protested
i need to feel
every stitch
every tearing inch
she lifted her arms
like a ballerina
forming a rainbow arch
looked straight ahead
unflinching
and descended slowly upon the blade
our eyes transfixed upon each other
her face resolute
perspiring
giving way to a hideous twist
she a contorted kabuki
a raging storm
languishing
in hooked embrace
of Eros and Thanatos
a charmed grotesque
trussed in a gauze wrap
****
**** the little *****
she called to hell
blood and a little excrement
slid down her milky thighs
a helpless resignation
am i pretty yet
she quivered
as she released her stance
and let gravity
do its ghastly work
shall i finish this she asked
for dark thrills embrace
yes do it i called out
tears falling like sapphire mist
undo yourself with grace
she extended her arm towards me
with her sweet blood drenched hands
and then in slow motion
she fell through the blade
up her center
like she was
buttery gruyere
blood gushed
face ivory white
twisted
the floor washed
in pomegranate and rust
puddling at her feet
she whispered
im dead soon
let me have
jelly ****
i slipped in her mouth
she looked up tenderly
aglow like
midnight on fire
i grabbed her drooping head,
forcing her downwards
impaling tremulous mouth and throat
her eyes fluttered
and blinked
as she drank me
and then a long stare
eyes wide
a grateful gaping horror
before leaning into the blood stained floor
a slumping spire
dissolute
thumping like an echo
im hypnotized
as she looks on blink-less
a mesmerizing shell
as if to say
ohhh my darling
am i not your sweet clamoring
***** of death
still loving you
in my reckless way
use me my love
devour me
she dissolved
like white sugar
in the heat of summer balm
uttering
her last words
as if pure spirit
there are those who dare
to give themselves permission
to entwine
desire and death
an eroticism rooted
in the irreducible discontinuity of life..
i consumed her entrails
i licked the blood and excrement from her tender feet
i ate her tongue and eyes
i pulled her off the sword
dragged her leaking corpse
over my naked body
like a blanket
to drown my self
in her death
caressing her till darkness came over me
let them find us i whispered
in her sloping
hollow mouth
our bodies fused in each others
her corpse melted over mine
like blood butter
dread on dread
o so dead
princess perfect and i in bed
My poems remain explorations of the subconscious ******
If i where a film maker or a novelist you would see me telling a story, although i admit to my paraphilias
These poems are lunar anamorphic streams of consciousness from the deep chaotic subterranean glitz of transgressive impulses we all share
Read them if you dare...You might find that part of yourself that you don't want you to know about and then again you may feel more complete some how if you do....I always loved that dark thing that sleeps with in me
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