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kaehaniya Aug 2020
hands so ******
tastes like honey
money, money
it’s not funny
milk and honey
not as lovely
as you’d like to think.
“hands so ******, tastes like honey.”
- halsey // the prologue
8/14/2020
kaehaniya Aug 2020
save your fuel and energy
go down without a fight
sleight of hand won’t win me over
but pretty lies just might
8/12/2020
kaehaniya Aug 2020
that isn’t what i meant to say
that isn’t what i’d do,
but what i really should’ve,
i haven’t but a clue.
8/10/2020
kaehaniya Aug 2020
do not cross the ocean,
never sail the seven seas
if you want to never
want to see lands again like these

if you do decide to go
to step onto a boat
don't say i didn't warn you
that you'll always be afloat

don't say i didn't warn you,
don't say i didn't care
if you do become a pirate
it's not my fault, i swear.
8/9/2020
kaehaniya Aug 2020
don't scream or cry by light
don't shout or rage by night
win my hand in ****** ******
and take me in a fight
8/8/2020
kaehaniya Aug 2020
never sin before a mirror,
for it will never forget
no matter if it's no big deal
or your greatest regret.
it won't shame you,
it won't hurt you,
it won't blackmail you, nor bribe
but if a mirror knows a secret,
you’re as good as dead inside.
“Mirrors remember everything they have seen.”
8/6/2020
kaehaniya Jul 2020
you know i miss you
you know i need you
you know i want you
but you're not there
you know i love you
i always have
you were my life when
life wasn't fair

i didn't want to
want to love you
i didn't want to
want to care
but then you kissed me
then you loved me
you were my life when
life wasn't fair
"you were my life when life was far away from fair."
- billie eilish // no time to die
kaehaniya Jul 2020
i don't know what i expected,
when i walked away with you
but certainly not
for you to do what you would do

it wasn't like you showed it,
it wasn't like i cared
but when i walked off with you
you gave me no reason to be scared

when you leaned in close to me
when you took my hand in yours
i told myself i wanted it
i told myself to open the doors

but then after you had left
when you had made everything worse
i realized what had happened
was an enchanting curse
"All curses are enchanting in the beginning."
kaehaniya Jul 2020
bye,
i love you,
see you on the other side
i'm done trying to hide
what you didn't see, and i denied
i guess at least i can say i tried
to make sure that when i died
you'd be one of them that cried.

bye,
i love you,
see you on the other side
i was too afraid to confide
when i decided i should just die
i guess i always had too much pride
i hope now you're satisfied
now i've committed suicide.

bye,
i still love you,
see you on the other side.
this is supposed to be a suicide note but it's not autobiographical. i'm not committing suicide y'all
kaehaniya Jul 2020
you didn't hear me
when i told you
to be fair

you didn't hear me
when i told you
i was scared

you didn't hear me
when i told you
you don't own me

but you heard me
when i told you
not to care.
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