I'm doing much better now
Than what I was before
Every little thing used to set me off
But now I don't mind them anymore

Haven't had a mental breakdown
In a month and two weeks
I know exactly who to thank
And he knows who he is

He's made my life so much better
By just being there for me
Holding me, kissing me, telling me I'm beautiful
Oh, and the oversized hoodies.

Gold shades, gold watch, exhuast go pop
Living up top, rich kid on the block
Can't be stopped, stop, that's what I thought
Cash in my hand, coins on the ground
Lost and found, hear that sound, clank
Higher rank, I'm the one with the loaded bank
Cha ching big old wing skkrt out the dirt
Mark that ground, mark my spot
I rich, you not
Pull out the lot
Spin the ride and take that drive
Rock that coupe and park and slide
Skrrt, yeah, skrrt
Parked
Get out the car, look at the marks
It ain't that far
Inside the mall, flex what you got
I'll rock this gold until I rot
Pay all cash credit no need
Stay and stash, cash I am free
Muffler delete
Skrrt
Yeah
This cash lead to a ballout
My stash fall to the floor
Making money is what I'm about
Get some more, knock on the door
Buy out the Gucci store
I'm not poor, get that case
Take that **** out, we gonna buy this place
Aye
Mad at me cuz I be flexin
Marriot hotel checked in
Then I get the cash
Rolls and the Jag
I left and now I am back
Yeah Yeah
Gold shades, gold watch, exhuast go pop
Living up top, rich kid on the block
Can't be stopped, stop, that's what I thought
Cash in my hand, coins on the ground
Lost and found, hear that sound, clank
Higher rank, I'm the one with the loaded bank
Cha ching big old wing skkrt out the dirt
Mark that ground, mark my spot
I rich, you not
Pull out the lot
Spin the ride and take that drive
Rock that coupe and park and slide
Skrrt, yeah, skrrt
Parked
Get out the car

You waited for me
And I failed to come
I deserve to be forgotten in this dusty hole
Because of what I've done

I think i needed
Some time in silence
Scared shitless
And shaking
And needing
Every second of it
But can you see me
It's dark

I think i needed
Some time in silence
Scared shitless
And shaking
And needing
Every second of it
But can you see me
It's dark

Hey everyone,

I’m back and have been writing more than ever! I hope to get some of my current work on here! If you have an Instagram though, go follow me!

Hello to old friends and hello to new ones
I’ve been gone but now I’m back
And I won’t be going anywhere anytime soon
I’m a bit rusty and disused but with some work I’ll be as good as new

It's not common of me to be late,
It's not something for which I strive,
Day in and day out you sit out front and wait,
You wait to see if I'm late so you may wake the hive.

The hive of insults and jeers,
Just to make me look inadequate,
You amp it up inside just for the cheers,
the cheers of all inside who want me to quit.

It's not something I want,
All this hate because of a mistake,
With my head hung low as you flaunt
The fire you brought to me tied at the stake.

Enjoy yourself for now
because soon that fire will be mine.
And when its mine you'll wonder how
You became the first burning in line.

The fires of my rage burn brighter and brighter
while your darkness grows dimmer.

The day is coming for me to be free,
And a glorious revenge I
                                                WILL
                                                               TAKE.

These poems are just words I write to help pass sleepless nights, for when you're hearts not close and the sky has lost its lights.

They say in a way that time heals all,
That it sort of cushions or eases the fall.
That in the end things will get better,
Even if you are waiting on forever.
But time is simply a passing phase,
A clock slowly ticking away at your days.
Time is only a mere distraction,
It is meant to keep you from the attraction.
It grabs you by the wrist and refuses to let go.
And even when you look down, there is nothing below.
Because no matter what, you are stranded in time.
You cannot get out nor escape your mind.
So accept the fate that has been given to you,
And remember that time was never meant to be true.