"I never knew it was toxic, until I tasted freedom with love. I never knew what it was like to be loved, without being encaged. But now I can take my decisions, I can roam free. I can be loved and be my own person. I chose what I do today and forever.
It was love before, it is love now. But now he loves me into independence. I discover more about myself. I find myself healing.The stifling breath, and aching sobs in my chest are slowly fading. It was love before but the bad outweighed the good. Too weak and in love to leave. But I am not a possession, I am my own person."
- excerpt from a monologue of breaking free from a possessive relationship
You let your actions stem
from insecurity and jealousy
You want to protect me
But now I feel,
I need protection from you.
You’re taking my life and air;
And Stifling me.
Don’t own me.
But don’t bound me.
You’re being possessive
That it turns out obsessive
And sometimes situations get aggressive.
Fire burns in your love
But your intentions become impure.
In becoming possessive
You became invasive.
You try to move my blood to your accord.
Try to be the nerve to my muscle.
But you’re blinding my eyes with tears
And leaving myself internally screaming.
It is like a curse that brings problems without a cause.
I want to b r e a t h e
I want to s c r e a m
I want to f l e e
Where did all the happiness go?
Because I just find myself lamenting
over the days that pass by.
- Beautiful Sensitive Soul
I feel trapped,
If I knew what was keeping me encaged
I would be free
— The End —