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Starry Sep 2019
I am the girl
Who does want to smile
Not because I
Amsad
Angery
Or
Whatever
But just because you are
Not special enough to see
Me smile.
Starry Sep 2019
I
Eat
My
Muffin
For
Breakfast
Than
I
think
to
my self
I
Am
Going
For a
Little
Walk
To
Wake
Me
Up
And
Get
My
Creative
Juices
Going.
Starry Sep 2019
Pain the ***
Traumatized braim must
Swirl the
**** baoding ***** in my hand.
Starry Sep 2019
My eyes heavy
It is temping to fall
Back to sleep
But I know
What Awaits
If ****
A nightmare
So I force my self to stay awake
Its hard
Will I go to the pub
Don't know.
Starry Sep 2019
Waking up
To the
Freaking news
What a way to start
The day when you have
Ptsd
Not a positive start
Groggy and moody
F this crap
Starry Sep 2019
Sleep
All I want to
To
Do
Is
To sleep
For my ptsd
As reigned supreme
Last night
Nightmares
**** the life out
Of you.
Starry Sep 2019
As I awake
From
Yet another
Ptsd
Night
I cannot resist
Returning to bed
For the dreams
Are tiring.
Jenny Sep 2019
the nose that sits flat
against her face burns, as
it barricades
against the tears that are
soon to flood and stain
the cheeks, the crevices where her nostrils meshed
with her upper lip. the shattered glass that surrounded her rippled,  
a sea of diamonds.
her hands were pressed in a pool
of their own blood as it seeped
slowly from her cold claws.
the sharp stinging
eventually dulled, but
the scratches embedded in her throat
were still angry and raw, her knuckles
were crusted with the liquid
of dead roses. her gut
was empty, yet still
she retched, but the demons would not
allow her to exorcise them so she stuck
******* down her throat,
as if she could scoop them out.
Starry Sep 2019
Dear white suppremist
Before I say the usual fck
You
I want to say that
I am more than different
DNA
I have feelings, emotions,
Angry as you do
Only its directed at you
So tashi delek
And a f
ck you.


Starry.
Starry Sep 2019
As I sit there
A
Think
The pros and cons of
going out side
I relieved that my mom sad
That it would be OK.
And so I get ready.
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