People say depression is a  fake smile,
You say “I’m fine” when you’re not,
That’s not the whole truth.
They say anxiety makes you feel worthless,
It does but that’s not the whole truth.
Depression is when you feel sad a lot,
Its when the simplest thing can break you.
You’re too tired to do anything.
Anxiety is feeling worthless,
Or like no one loves you,
Or no one cares,
No matter how hard you try to tell your self you matter,
Anxiety gives fake evidence that no one cares.
Anxiety makes you worry,
It makes you do many things.
And having both is complete hell.

Tell me what it’s like to fall out of love
So beautifully and with ease,
You walked away, me still on the street
And still managed to make it look like art,
Our love was never movie-like but the ending was,
Alone and grey on the pavement, begging for your patience
So I could prove to you one more time that I was worthy of being with
But you never wanted to hear it

I realized today that I have
stopped living life.
I am literally just trying to get
to the next day, just living in the
thought of tomorrow.
I am not living, I am waiting.
And the trouble is, I don't know what
I am exactly waiting for. I am kind of
scared for what it might be.