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JG Mar 2020
My pain has become anger,
Im angry at myself,
Im angry at the world,
You hurt me,
And got away with it,
You got to make me feel pain,
You got to take all my happiness,
You took my joy.

Im tired of letting you win,
I wanna make you feel the pain I feel,
Im done,
goodbye
JG Mar 2020
How is it fair I'm stuck in the past,
how is it fair that you get to move on,
I can find some else sure,
but I won't love them as much as I love you.

How is it fair that you dont get to take the pain,
why am I the one who gets hurt,
why do I have to lose everything I love,
why do I have to be the one that cries myself to sleep,
all because I love you.

Why did you lie to me,
you promised forever,
then you left,
said you'd wait,
but now you dont love me.
and how am I the bad person for telling how I feel,
I feel hurt,
I feel betrayed,
you lied,
so *******.
JG Feb 2020
She cries,
The day becomes a blur,
She begs for death,
She hurts,
She's in pain,
The scars on her wrist,
She imagines her death,
She doesn't wanna feel the pain anymore.
She lies,
Wears a fake smile,
She hates life,
She hates everyone,
Everyone is leaving her,
Only 14 and wants to die.
JG Feb 2020
She pictures her death,
The rope hung on a tree.
The words you said,
The lies you've told,
The rumors you spread,
The hurtful thought you put in her head,
They all become the rope.
This is everyone's fault,
the people she asked for help,
And told her "you're fine",
The people who hurt her the most.
It all becomes the rope,
The rope she uses to end her own life.
JG Jan 2020
This is the sad reality,
She cries in front of everyone,
But no one notices,
No cares.
Shes abused,
Not physically but emotionally.
She never knew,
How sad is that,
How sad is the truth,
That she’s broken.

No one tells her they love her,
She doesn’t want to live this reality.
But this is it.
This is her reality.

She sits silently in the classroom,
Tries her hardest not to cry,
The voices tell her,
She’s not good enough,
Lies go threw her head.
Hurtful words slip in,
She tries to ignore it,
But it is hard.
She believes the voices,
She knows it true.
She barely eats,
She can’t sleep,
She hates being home,
The screaming,
The abuse,
She cant handle it.
JG Jan 2020
People say depression is a  fake smile,
You say “I’m fine” when you’re not,
That’s not the whole truth.
They say anxiety makes you feel worthless,
It does but that’s not the whole truth.
Depression is when you feel sad a lot,
Its when the simplest thing can break you.
You’re too tired to do anything.
Anxiety is feeling worthless,
Or like no one loves you,
Or no one cares,
No matter how hard you try to tell your self you matter,
Anxiety gives fake evidence that no one cares.
Anxiety makes you worry,
It makes you do many things.
And having both is complete hell.
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