A box outside
A box for my
Heart in its varied size
A box inside
A box for my
Mind and all it's eyes
6 steps away
Enough to embrace
Safety without the pain
Steel but rusted spine
Guts that can't decide
Faults in my design
Pieces of me
Trying to find recovery
In a place where you won't
Judge me
Intimidating
The world is lately
So I try to give it time
Hoping it won't ruin mine
A box of whine
A box divine
While I appempt to recombine
I'm sick. I can't sleep. I want to crawl inside a box.