#catie poems on Hello Poetry

kerri Mar 2019

I long to taste the sunshine in my mouth again.
But seeing you had only brought me seething pain.
I’ll never forget what you have done to me.
Erase all of your messages and just leave me be.

It’s taking me too long to be okay.
Get out of my mailbox and just stay away.
Stop sending me your demons and your darkness.
Your disregard for feelings is too heartless.

Happy World Poetry Day!

#poem #poetry #ex #sadness #catie #depression #anxiety #love #heartbreak #heartbroken

kerri Jan 2019

You Were Too Hot

Every time we cuddled close,
One of us would overheat.
Was that our bodies realizing we weren’t meant to be?

#heartbreak #mike #catie #love #sad #relationship #heart #break #heartbroken #depression

kerri Jan 2019

Untitled #15

Here I am,
Trying to think of a poem to somehow ease my anxieties since you decided to remind me of your presence.
But you don’t deserve my words anymore.
Keep your insincere and selfish apology.
Leave me to rot.

#catie #depression #poem #poetry #selfish #heartbroken #anxiety #alone

kerri Aug 2018

are you happy? i’m getting there

we broke up months ago

it was inevitable,
three adults with two babies?
two adults with serious mental issues?
it couldn’t have healthily worked out

we broke up months ago

you faked a suicide attempt for attention,
we were so ******* worried,
you were our foundation,
that should’ve been a sign

we broke up months ago

i did the best i could do,
my best didn’t live up to your standards,
so you left,
i was in charge of the house

we broke up months ago

i lived a few weeks in your shoes,
barely saw or talked to you,
i couldn’t handle that,
you wrecked me

we broke up months ago

i couldn’t do it all by myself especially in my condition,
I couldn’t live in your house without you there,
i didn’t think we’d end up hating each other,
but i left

we broke up months ago

i didn’t think we’d end up hating each other,
you badmouthed and lied about me,
completely disregarded everything i did for you,
all so you could keep your victim complex

i became free months ago

#suicide #catie #mike #heartbreak #sad #poem #poetry #heartbroken #dumped #lgbt

kerri Aug 2018

My New Family

You reached out to me and made a huge change in my life.
You saved me from myself and are helping to make me better.
I dropped everything to be with you.
Both of you welcomed me with open arms and open hearts.
Now I have four loves.

Originally written in December 2017.

#catie #love #poem #poetry #mike

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