Waiting in despair a chill to the air
Inching closer and closer to peak right thorough
Noticing everything I see, everything about you
Doubt is the only thing which holds me back
Overthinking each play before I react
Waiting patiently for what I do not know, therefore forever I remain right by the window

Snow covered sidewalks began to melt warmed by the sun
Pulling everyone from their hibernation to explore what is to come
Rays from the sky intensifies, nourishing us within
Internal sunshine is the key to happiness
Nights are cool but just enough to still enjoy outside
Gosh! I'm ecstatic it is finally spring time

When Left in solitude or when surrounded by many
The Overwhelming stillness of it all sets in
The Numbness pours over your body making you wish
something Else was there
But Life has its way of making your senses disappear
The Yearning of it all seems less sever

Convince me that what you see is truly a reflection of me
Am I all that you think me to be or is this just a fantasy
Never truly knowing what lies deep within    
Determined to discover is there more to this gem
Introverted to the core but quickly clawing out
Curious to see things from a third person view
Exactly what would I see if I looked at me like you do

Fierce combat in an unknown land
One winner, may the best man withstand
Race against the elements, surrounded by foes
The battle is underway, stock up on ammo
Navigate the grounds, try to stay out of sight
If spotted be prepared for a brutal fight
Time nears the end only two remain
Everything fades black that’s the end of the game

Hear the beat
Embrace it
And you'll find
Racing
Thoughts just
Slipping by

Color the world a
Happy hue,
Aiding others,
Righting wrongs,
Intents so
True to
Your heart.

Healthy
Optimism,
Pure
Emotion

Fear not what's
Around you.
Instead, focus on
The voice of your
Heart