start of a little warning,
for a new beginning
to end the remaining time
of a beautiful catastrophe
and never comeback
to a simultaneous
way of creating
melancholic masterpiece

suddenly it stops,
it doesn’t feel the same,
everything changes,
what happen?

One Day
with
You
Feels Forever
Until
You left
Without Saying
Goodbye

Grizzly Bear

hindi ganon kadali
para ako ay iyong piliin
pero narito lang ako
bawat sandali
nagbabakasakali
na mapansin
muli
kahit wala na
simula
palang hindi na ako
ang gusto
**** makita.

Pero handang harapin
ang pagsubok
na parating
makita lang
nakangiti sa bawat
umagang darating.

it ***** when it hurts so bad

i dont wanna see
where we gonna be
for tomorrow we
becomes you and me

appreciate
while it last
cause we never know
why it didn’t worked out

appreciate every second of it
knowing that time
would stop
if you
lose
it

lonely & angry
regrets & torments
is what I feel..

watching white walls
painted by black
side by side
one at a time
it gets dimmer
darker
until
it is gone

Dark & Sober
I wonder...
What could’ve been better
Is it you or another
questions start to bother
If I should ask
never did I was in there
where things are colored darker
and  you are there
Within the picture of us together
And now you’re with someone better
than ever
So should I still wonder
What could’ve been better?
Or is it just me not getting older
Missing you whether
you never remember..
of what it is us before
and now you belong to another

come closer
tell me it's over
don't want to remember
recollection of us together

if this isn't love
it is okay
if this isn't love
let go
if this isn't love
there would be
if this isn't love
forgive yourself.

Happy Birthday! Little Butterfly 🦋
Spread your wings
set sail on the garden of roses
and let the magnificent
wings shine through

the world revolves on everybody

at that last 30 seconds,
I watch how it ended,
the walls of my heart shattered like glass,
and flooded by streams of blood.
constantly feeling the pain,
choking me from the inside.
unable to breathe and to see

darkness creeping in,
monsters going out of you
can't help but embrace
to feel and let it in
in a doomed world where my light has gone
it was catastrophic and melancholic
with you now I can't hold
won't trade any story for our history

We could've shown them
The world of lilac and yellow
How the world stops to spin
But at the last 30 seconds, it broke the grip

enter a battle,
defend,
fight,
survive,
defeat,
live

One day I will be good enough
to be pick by you
each day
I struggle enough
to fight for my place
in the world
I stood in one place

On that day
I will be pick
by you
cherish
and
never wondered why
I wasn't good enough before
all I would say that day
would be
Thank You
for believing in me
and
I love you
with everything
you deserve to be.

why gave up,
when you're so close,
why stop,
when you're there.

Go further,
Beyond your limits
Strength is within you
Go!

somewhere between cold days of july
met you unexpected
didn't know how it started
all I know you and me connected

shattered across the sky,
behold shower lights,
to begin the night,
cause anywhere feels right,
finding you to make your night,
for i am your meteorite.

the heart beat keeps pumping out
of the ribcage which it seeks for happiness within you
and never ending satisfaction of loving you
until death do as part

don’t be afraid to show it again
little butterfly spread that wing
and make me fall again

One
Two
Three
Let's play
2 Players
Fight each other
one life
got nothing to save
Win or Lose
game?

your hands were cold
as our fingers intertwined,
your eyes were bold
as I looked

your lips were chapped,
as mine met yours,
your skin were clear
as my body touched yours,

I can’t think much more,
describing you,
Pristine,
or Flawed

one thing I can say
I love you!
no matter what.

you could have told me that it was
over
yet you pretend that
you were still with
me
until you
made your transfer
to another

sa loob ng isang taon,
kaya mo bang kalimutan,
ang nakaraan,
kung saan ka sinaktan,
ng unang tao na minahal mo ng lubusan,
kaya mo ba akong pagbigyan,
na palitan natin,
ang mapait **** nakaraan,
at maging masaya sa kasalukuyan.