a blanket of clouds hides the sky
as a lowered curtain
heavy and impenetrable
is darkening  light fiction
is creating the expectation
of emotional fulfilment

the patter of  the rain on the windows
harmonious fusion
of subtle perceptions
a gentle heartbeat
shy and discreet
which  directs the rhythm of our breath

sober melody
no shock
no flash
no thunderclap
a rarefied atmosphere
that transports us to an unknown elsewhere

slowly  no hurry
it falls falls
its slow pace
persistent and fearless
reaches the beloved land
and gives life

everything is right ?
yes..sure!
but no! Not at all !
all is a mess .
I feel sick .
but no one notices it ....
or maybe it's easier pretending  not to see.
it’s easier fixing  
the sparkling smile ..  the white teeth ..   the shrill voice ...
it's easier not  staring  at my eyes ...
those eyes that doesn’t smile .. no longer.
it’s easier not to go beyond the appearance .
it’s easier to believe to a  ..”yes..sure”

i waited
i dreamed
i found you
the boy you were
the man you are
today and ever
i love you

and yet
I need you
a leaf a flower the wind
bring me back to you
you appear
you rise in my mind
suddenly
inevitably
unavoidably

and yet
the sun has risen and set
the flowers have faded and blossomed
without our voices
could recognize themselves
without our eyes
could fascinate themselves
symbiotically
united in another place

and yet
you were there
you are there
you'll be there
our lines confused and indivisible
oblivion
hopeless fight against myself
it is a perpetual magic
transposition of reality

and yet
I wait
I wait for you
in our secret garden
where only you can go in
just you have the key
where
silently
I love you

and
you’re waiting
for someone
who doesn’t arrive
and
you’re seeking
his smile
his eyes
in everyone  is coming  to you
and
minute by minute
your smile
passes away
and
at that very moment
you feel
deeply lonely
in a smiley crowd

sometimes
I accept
sometimes
I don’t mind
sometimes
I cry in silence
sometimes
I endure
sometimes
I pretend to be right
no longer
stop!
it’s the time
I want to be
I want  live my life
completely
I want to be happy
it’s the time
it’s my time

I’m water
I’m wind
I’m light
I’m color
I was imperceptible dust
I was static black in the black
I’m on top of the world
I smile