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Jess Hays Sep 2016
There's a haunting dwelling in her brain
A feeling so trying flooding in with the rain
Voices hurt her just the same
Her lack of progress has every voice stained

Falling tears are signs of weakness, she's been taught
But on her bed her strength shows all she hasn't brought
Every lesson hits her as if it was a lethal shot
So she breaks herself until there's nothing left to rot

Neither blood nor scars, she leaves it to inwardly break
She slams her door and drowns the regret, alone with no one to fake
And melodically she screams, tells what's been at stake
Her lack of progress is known when he says her name

Because there's a haunting dwelling in her brain
A feeling of these times clots in her veins
Voices that hurt her never do fade
For her lack of progress has, on her, been stained
"these times will try hard to define me and ill try to hold my head up high but I've seen despair here from the inside and its got a one track mind"
Jess Hays Sep 2016
If I were to walk the very rim of earth
And walk through the whips of clouds and lights
It would put things in perspective, such a dark place
Such a quiet space, I could float across to the better days
To a place where numbers never mattered
Rather were nonexistent
Where words didn't hold such mass
What a world the very rim of earth would be.
I think I'd be happy but lonely, yet free.
Jess Hays Sep 2016
I dreamed as if a cumulonimbus cloud had caught me
Falling, I was, deeper into wherever my mind decided to be
At first it was the color of purity... marshmallow white
Colored with emotions, It was such a beautiful place to find
Though it felt like a blissful eternity, it was only just a night
I soon was forced to understood the dark underbelly of that cloud
When the alarm woke me from my heavenly dream
And the clock became my hell.
Jess Hays Sep 2016
Swirls of hazardous acid
Poured as he ran by drenched in tears
Everyday was someplace complicated
He was an outcast, forced to be here
But he stood out like a king in a spotlight
Everyone was blinded by his beautiful light
Just no one knew...
But I saw you standing there
So I walked up and now I get their ignorance
How're they to understand beauty that's hidden by skin?
He had good intentions when people bothered to notice him. He was sincere, the boy with love in his veins
  Sep 2016 Jess Hays
Aoife
let these adolescent accounts pass
with tedious thoughts and feelings
you are not bound by the ribs of men;
remember
you were grown in the womb of women
despite the rain and wind
you breathed life and felt loved
these tiny caterpillar legs
took you so far
from small steps
to large leaps
you bit your nails in nervousness
and your plans became wings
these faint worries and tainted promises
held nothing in your way
please let your adolescent accounts pass
your tedious thoughts will wash away
small problems like these will be unseen
from your home in the sky
You will grow.
Jess Hays Sep 2016
I'm at the end of my rope
They keep tugging, supplying me with false hope
And this dream inside of me
How am I to ever make it that far?
I thought destiny was holding my hand
But I think it lost track a long while ago
I'm running only on hope and prayers
But I'm not even religious
I think I'm losing my stubborn stare
I feel as if I'm running in circles
Never going anywhere
  Sep 2016 Jess Hays
Aoife
the nights you call lonely
are the nights i spend
reading and writing and drawing
and loving my own company
i enjoy dreaming of possibilities
and laying in complete silence
you see, my mind is so loud
louder than the party you're at tonight
and for me that is enough
i balance it out by being quiet,
by producing shambles of poetry
and endless jumbles of words
to try and understand
that it is okay to love the silence
and the mystery of who i am
you find yourself in bright lights
and loud music
i find myself in the dark
we have been afraid of our whole lives
it is the darkness and the silence
that make you so scared of us
but we are simply introverts
trying to fit into a world made for you
while you are dancing your heart out
ours are pounding in pride
as we proofread our writing for the 100th time
your open arms and our open minds
embrace in harmony
you see, i started writing us instead of me
because i know i am not alone
on these nights you call lonely
i call lovely
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