You were my sun,
that lit my life.
But you are the same sun,
that blinds me up.

It wasn't
a decision,
nor a suggestion.
All I know
is that
when I
first met you
I just want
to say
my sweetest
I do.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

I won't
let myself
fall for
you again,
I guess.

It started
when a
broken string
in your guitar,
caught my arm
and drew a line.

You mumbled
an apology,
yet we know
that was half a lie.

I pressed a finger,
then I added my palm,
but the pain didn't stop,
and you didn't either.

The white line had
turned to pink
until
red liquid
starts to
squirt.

The hours has passed
and the band
keep playing,
same with my
heart
that left
lamenting.

The long agony
is gone,
so does the red
in the line,
but the mark it left
behind
will stay,
together with
your red guitar
and the bridal
dress
I never get
to wear.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

I wake up this morning
with a loud **** in my heart.
I slowly caress it but it won't stop
and it feels more heavy than before.

I went to the mirror and see if it has hole.
But it just my body and nothing more.
I continue to caress it but it won't stop
and it feels heavier than the last.

I called my doctor and ask for his help,
but he just laugh at me and said,
'Don't worry ysa, its not a heart attack,
Your heart is just beating for someone,
And it seems you didn't notice
you're already falling in love.'

don't add me into your life,
just to subtract me out, alright?
please don't divide my heart in half,
just to walk away and laugh,
don't try to solve me like an algebraic equation,
unless you're patient,
if not,
you might as well give up and go on vacation,
i'm too complicated,
you can go and ask all the past guys i've dated,
you may be smart math boy,
but trust me,
i'm smarter than all of your other toys.

If there's one thing
I want to share
from an experience
I'm afraid to tell
that is to,
Don't mend your heart,
by falling into
another heart.
For you'll just
end up
being a
devastated one.
Your love
for her
will not be
enough,
for you still try
to love
yourself.
Everything will
be a mayhem,
and she will just
end crying.
So if  you want
to spare
yourself
from this stress,
this is a
head start
for you my friend.
Trust me,
I've been there,
and
I've done that,
and
its
the worst,
that
I
got.*

(c) ForgottenDiety