i miss our soft touch
my smooth fingertips grazing your shoulder blades
unhooking your bra
kissing your neck
our soft skin melting together
plush
****
gone

girlfriend girlfriend girlfriend
will you be my girlfriend
i know you have a **** but i want you to be my girlfriend
boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend
i wanna be your boyfriend
lay it down for me i want it i could be your boyfriend
i want to touch you
i want to love you
i really really really so bad really wanna *******

I am the queen of overthinking
but miscommunication is the real culprit.
While I pondered the thought of ignorance
he thought I had better things to do.
He can annoy me so bad
but once I realize the truth of his locked up heart,
I crave his affection once again.
****, he has his glasses on
he glances at me
flicks my thigh
but I think we're just ... friends

the arch of your back
the curl of your toes
your grasp of the sheets
your moans in my ears

I wake from this recurring nightmare
and instantly I want you back
both of us shivering together

but I am alone in my cold room
consumed by thoughts of you

i wake in the morning
with an ache from dreaming of you
looking at me the way you used to
holding me the way you did
making me feel like no one else could
i should just get high so i dont have to feel this

hand me a thousand pound weight
right after you tell me i'm the strongest person you know
and i will begin to wonder
what is love if its not everlasting

it is not love, then
it is betrayal
suffering
desperation

what was once a feeling is now just a fact
but you will remain inevitable to me
and i will always take you back

Won’t you kiss me again like you used to
I need you so bad in my life.
You’re the air that i need to breathe
You’re the key to everything i want to be
and you’re so beautiful and lovely
I want to make you happy forever.
Are you the girl in my dream?
When we broke up I wanted to cut my heart out
because I knew I’d never be the same again
and 6 years later I’m here again.
I’d die to say the words “we’re back together”
that’d make my life complete forever.
Please please please come see me
do these feelings mean something?

I’m just being dramatic
But I feel hopeless without you here
The air is missing you like I am missing you
And I don’t feel like waking up anymore
it’s just not the same without you
Life is empty and disappointing
I’ve lost the spring in my step
I’d rather just stay home
I can’t get your eyes out of my head
I can still taste your sweetness
it feels like a peice of me is missing
my inspiration is gone
But
I’m just being dramatic
But there’s no point in living if I can’t see your face

We might as well be on top of each other
But physically were rooms apart
Separated by empty air, two doors, and our clothes
Mentally we’re years away from each other
Chronologically and
Emotionally I’ve cried from your absence
Unknown feelings falling from my eyes
Do you feel the same?