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I am emotionless
Okay?
Sadness turns our features not to porcelain
But clay

It's amazing when you talk about love
What people have to say
But love has fangs 
with jaws that bite

And the punctures 
never go away

I've been torn up, stepped on,
ripped apart
Left around in shreds
All From the start

It is a mess
What is considered a "heart"
Mine is mangled and mashed
And punctured by a dart

You didn't care about me
But I didn't care about you too
If there was a blanket of affection
You'd see mine straight through

We weren't meant to me
And that I knew
But if you need someone to blame
I'd still say it was you
I got this one published in creative communications
I will continue on
With my undying passion
And will continue to smile
Because I contain no compassion

I must find a new house
This one is getting old
I forgot to clean a mess
So now the energy is cold

I must find my new girl
Blonde hair blue eyes
She must not get away
I'll have to tighten the ties

From my truck to the kitchen
Everything in fine
Until you awaken
And realize you are mine

That is when you panic
And try to scream or yell
Little do you notice
You've already entered hell
I live for sight of pain
And will do what I have to
To see your eyes roll backwards
And witness your lips turn blue

I will use whatever device
That brings you the most tears
So you will not forget my face
And I will haunt your fears

Even my touch stings your skin
Imagine how my knife feels
You may cry all you want
But I do not make deals

There is a reason you were chosen
And I am not giving you away
All my senses pointed to you
Which is why you're now my prey

You keep trying to fight back
But that just makes it worse
For I cannot heal your wounds
Because I am not a nurse

I regret the way you died
I didn't mean to stab your heart
It's been 5 weeks and some sewing
But you are still falling apart

I left the house today
I will get over you, but when?
Hey, Blonde hair blue eyes
There you are again
Just some horror fiction
It's 11 at night on a Sunday and you fell asleep almost 2 hours ago but you're still all I can think about
I want to text you but I don't want to wake you
Because I know you didn't get sleep last night
I want to tell you how much I love you and already miss you, how happy you make me, or how much you make me laugh
Which I love
I want to tell you how much I love your touch
From you holding my hand, grabbing my body, to slapping my face
Because I know what's behind it
I live my life with everything having a meaning behind it
And nothing going unnoticed
I notice how your mood changes when I scratch your beard or wrap my arms around you
I notice how you close your eyes before I do when we kiss because at that very moment
Only our lips matter
I can tell when you're too tired to have a conversation but attempt anyways because you don't want me to feel bad
I can feel your hot breath escape your lungs
When I touch just the right spot
I see that your stubborn but not stubborn enough to continue an "I love you more" fight because you're just glad to be loved
And I continue because I want you to feel
Loved
Because you are,
And always will be
The world is rough
Yes we get shoved and kicked
But always manage to stand back up
But why?
Why don't we stay down?
Wouldn't it just make things easier?
But we like to make things harder
Don't we?
The world doesn't make sense, so why should I write poetry that does?
I write poems
But I've learned throughout
That you are lied to through poetry
Depression is not romantic, that cigarette smoke is not art, it is smoke that represents your slow earning death. Girls don't always cry over boys, there aren't as many sleepless nights as people say, and drugs don't always make the pain go away.
Yes, maybe you did love him and felt the need to express that through sonnets, but after a while, you'll move on, stuck with that reminder that you thought you loved that dirt bag.
We need poetry that not only speaks to the growing generation but the grown,
To the ones who still have night terrors at 35 or sit in coffee shops looking for their lives
To the ones that blame us but forgot who raised us
We need poetry that shouts and cries when we've ran out of breath because the gods know we will
Oh we will
And when that happens we will need words
with emotions like the ones in our hearts now
So speak while you can, write poetry and stories until your hands hurt
Keep scribbling and sketching until there are no more tears on your shirt
And scream louder than you'll ever think
All until your words are forced to turn into ink
I love you more
I spent three years writing poems about hate and sorrow
And then you came along and turned those "I despise you"s into "I love you"s like there's no tomorrow
I wish I could say it was hard for such a change, for such trust, but it wasn't
You made everything so ******* easy
Besides expressing this all through writing
Because even though I could right fragments of poems filled with "you complete me" and "you are the one" those didn't explain how you took all the fragments of my life and pieced them all together with your smile
And that smile is the one that caught me
That smile is the one that bought me when I wasn't even for sale
You could take that smile right off your face
Dump it in the sewer and stick it on a different place
And I would still love it
Just like I will always love you
Because I remember those high jokes
I remember that beer belly
I remember that long hair and un kept beard
But ya know what? I loved it,
I loved every inch and crevice and I knew I would for a long time
Then 6 months pass and that long hair turns into speckles
8 months and those high jokes become memories
9 months and that beer belly turns into a strong Core
12 months and that beard is forced by corrupt  corporations to become clean
But ya know what? I love it,
I love every inch and crevice and I know I will for a long time
And though those 12 months of change I've watched you grow and bloom
And go to the dumb bells from shrooms
And I feel proud
So even though you say you love me more
I've stuck with you through the thick and thin
Been there when you were a force of sin
And loved you all the same
As I always will
I wrote this for Me and Corey's one year.

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