Just give me a reason to keep my heart beating...

and i believe you may **** me
with soft blue eyes.
you'll press your love into my
heart with a sword,
and kiss the blood off.
and i have a feeling i won't last long
if you keep telling me how much you care.
i know i will pass away if you keep
crying over my pain.
i don't know how to love you,
and i will get lost in the storm.
but i am ready to lose my life
to your love.
a poison has never been so gorgeous.
so merciful.
the title angel of death
doesn't fit,
you are more.
and yet, you are nothing
as i take my

l a s t

b r e a t h.

i made my way
i thought you'd come along
i just thought you could

you have your way
it's screaming in every path
i heard you say
...we had nothing to keep

you don't have to blame me..i needed a horse to lift me away...a stallion to race me to here...before i could understand the true meaning of all your uncertain language

you just didn't care..

you always left a note..showing a different way you understood us..

They search for atonement and find it not.
They dig into the esoteric texts,
memorize them,
but do not see the garden.

They miss
where the lovers are making love
in a great union of ecstasy.

They borrow ladders to put up
against the wall,
to peep into another world
to have a glance of such nakedness,
such passion.

The ladder breaks down,
the wall crumbles
under the heavy moans of lovers.

His hands are numb from
strangling the demons inside

Ugly
Unwanted
Heartbroken
Emotionally Abused
Betrayed
Unloved
Disgusting
Unworthy
Lonely
Depressed
Fat
­Helpless
Pained
Stupid
Crazy
Insane
Jealous
Withdrawn
Old
Confuse­d
So **** Hurt
Hopeless
Utterly Miserable

I feel the already torn pieces of my heart
Shredding inside my chest, falling apart
Floating slowly down to the floor
It's deja vu, I've seen this happen before
Each time there's less and less pieces
To struggle putting back together
But I got some super glue somewhere
The puzzle of love, literally in my hands
Almost nothing left for when I get my "forever"
And I'll truly never understand
How this keeps happening to me
Time after time
Don't worry though
I'm sure the glue will work *just fine

the demons screamed
the angels cried
who would of thought
that his soul would die
the devil has won
and god has lost
taking him he did
at such a cheap cost
indeed the man
sold his soul
in hell they raised for
one more they grow
the man didn’t know
that its his soul he owes
for all he did was look at the girl
and say “hello"