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Jun 2017 · 529
Ray of Sunshine
RuNe Jun 2017
Sun is different today
It's blazing rays of light
Hurts me **** much
That I started to hate
Seeing it now a days

Used to loved the rays
That touches my skin
But now it burns
Not minding how it hurts
Torturous every time

Used to help grow things
But now it kills
Not sure what to do
Confused all over again, maybe
Just maybe, it's not the sun

But that caused it
That's killing....
Maybe it's me...
Maybe it's me...
Maybe ...
What used to be... nothing there anymore...
Jun 2017 · 471
Pandemonium
RuNe Jun 2017
Panicking in my mind
Seated in my dark corner
My heart beating so fast
Thoughts running around

Smoking at the rooftop
Slowly ******* the air in
Blowing the smokes out
Seeing vision passes by

Drinking with the darkness
Slowed sip from my glass
Sweat trickle down my back
Time stops, feeling numb

Tears falling down my face
Constricting pain in my heart
Sounds coming out in my lips
Body uncontrollably shaking

My life passes by in front of me
Wasted years of loving you
Why do I feel you hated me?
What is wrong with me?

Sobbing like a lost child
Feeling alone and afraid
Hated myself much more
Closing my eyes to sleep
Another nights like this ....
May 2017 · 542
Day Break
RuNe May 2017
Five o'clock in the morning when
Sun rises looking at the waiting
Moon as his rays hide the glow.

Morning came the summer time,
Flowers bloom with morning dews,
Buzzing bees harvest honey dews.

Six o'clock in the evening when the
Moon shines, a brief caress to the
Sun before it blends with darkness.

Creatures of the night start to awaken,
Fruit bats flying out from their caves,
Fruits bearing trees for their buffet.

Wind brings to me in this dark corner
The scent of the night's flowers and
The sounds of the howling wolf.
Between the sun and moon...
Feb 2017 · 475
Canvas
RuNe Feb 2017
In every pencils that
I have used to draw lines,
in different colors and
in different hue,
different it maybe but
what a beautiful
combination they are
when together as one.

In every water color
I have used to draw,
when I was young.
The canvas got messy and
looks useless.
When they dried up
they come alive, and
it becomes a new life.

In every brush strokes of
colors that touches my life.
It made me laugh,
it made me cry,
it even made me mad but
I am thankful for touching
my life at least I know
I'm still alive.

In every charcoal I've tried,
all I did was to mess
things up on canvas,
but my sister told me
to keep trying.
I tried and tried but
I think I have to stop now.
I'm tired.
Feb 2017 · 686
My Drawings
RuNe Feb 2017
When I was young,
I'm afraid to draw in
a white canvas.
Afraid to smear dirt on it.
Afraid to even try to draw a line.
Afraid, just afraid.

When I got brave
enough to draw a line.
I tried to draw at the back of
every calendar leaves that
my Mom tears down.
Afraid, still afraid.

When I got old enough
to be adventurous in life.
I bought pencils,
colored ones to try putting
colors in my drawings.
Afraid, very afraid.

Until One day,

I don't want to
draw anymore.

Not even a line.
Not even a dot.

I got broken.
whenever I feel empty...
Jan 2017 · 684
Poems
RuNe Jan 2017
Writing poetry for myself
That can made me cry
No raised eyebrows around

When the reasons are
Beautiful words of a poem
It felt good to cry with them

Tears that can wash away
The pain only sad heart keeps
Makes you softie to the core

**** that relatable poem
For they're the only thing
That said you're not alone

The world would read poems
Can't help but love them or
Hate them forevermore.
Writing them is always the reflection of how I feel, the same thing with reading poem...
Oct 2016 · 686
One Kiss
RuNe Oct 2016
Give me a kiss that can weaken my knees
The one that makes my inside turns hot to liquid fire
Those kisses that can make you forget where you are
That abandon feeling of decency just to have one kiss
One goodnight kiss from you to take me to neverland...
Oct 2016 · 343
Time
RuNe Oct 2016
Waiting ...
Take as long as you can
Just come back...
I will wait for you...
Oct 2016 · 703
Night Bliss
RuNe Oct 2016
The sway of my hips to the tune only us can hear
Your moves that goes with the rhythm of our body
Ignites fire, now hold my hand and kiss me.
When dreaming is your only escape...
Oct 2016 · 323
Sleep
RuNe Oct 2016
With the moon on my side
You'll wish darkness embrace you
As the sun on your side
I wish you shine on me

Let your lips be the moon that
Will put me to sleep...

~ RuNe
Take me to neverland...
Oct 2016 · 668
Sweet Dreams
RuNe Oct 2016
As the moon shift from me to you
As the sun shift from you to me
You'll wonder which sides
You want to be with me

~ RuNe
really sleepy in the middle of the day...
Oct 2016 · 347
Reading...
RuNe Oct 2016
Take me to the clouds
Take me to the other side
Take me to the neverland
Through your words of wonderland

~ RuNe
Sleepy days
Oct 2016 · 675
Goodnight
RuNe Oct 2016
Give me a kiss good night
As passionate as you want
To be with me tonight
in my dreams ...

~ RuNe
When you felt like sleeping all day...
Oct 2016 · 311
Lazy
RuNe Oct 2016
I don't feel like going to work
I don't feel like going anywhere
I just want to stay in bed
Cocoon in my own world
Stay there and never get out... never!!!

~ RuNe
Feeling...
Oct 2016 · 327
Happy ...
RuNe Oct 2016
I am happy just being with you
Sharing happy thoughts or sad
A songs to make me smile and
A heart that made me singing
Even if I am out of tune doing
It doesn't matter I am happy ...
But why it felt like there are still .... somethings that are missing ....
Oct 2016 · 767
Black Moon
RuNe Oct 2016
Moon so full and
Look so lonely but oh
So beautifully bright
Tonight.

Oh, look!

A dragon
Breathing fire
Going to eat you.

Now it is a
Woman's face
Going to kiss you.

Alone again,
Not a clouds
Around you.

Not even
The winds
Blowing.

Not a sound of
Airplane in
Site.

Not even the
Last trip train
Horns tonight.

Or the usual
Cars speed up
Their tires.

Not even the
Dogs barking or
Roasters cocking.

You've been
Up early
Tonight.

What
Are you
Thinking?
Looking up to the moon that they say is the ... black moon
Oct 2016 · 274
What is Full of Mystery
RuNe Oct 2016
It is easy to fall in love
Specially if you have so much love to give.
It is easy to be hurt by love at the same time
Specially when you turn your head to the other side

It is easy to think you found love
Specially if you are begging for love
It is easy to lost ones love
Specially when you never take good care of that love

I wander how it is called love
When that love can not just hurt you but can **** you without dying
I wander how it is called love
When that love can choke you to death without being choked
I wander how it is called love
When everything you do or say can hurt the person you love

How would you show your love
When he is not even looking your way
How would you know he loves you
When you never known his feeling
What is love?
Sep 2016 · 535
A Half A World
RuNe Sep 2016
It's evening to you
It's morning to me
It's dinner to you
It's breakfast to me
It's still a good day

A half a world apart

It's today to you
It's tomorrow to me
It's starting to you
It's ending to me
It's still a happy day

A half a world anew
Distances may part us but in my heart ... You are in the center...
Sep 2016 · 751
Weaver
RuNe Sep 2016
Weave dreams to each other
Like a yarn weave together
Overlap one to the other
Lovingly tighten it to knots.

Every happiness another yarn weave
Broken yarn of weaken knots
Another yarn to tighten them up
Lovingly weave together as one.
To make them stronger, weave together ... Thinking RuNe
Aug 2016 · 536
The Creep Named Rune
RuNe Aug 2016
I love night as I love the shadow,
Scared of even a little light.
Trying to escape life.

But still in this darkness,
I can feel your heartbeat,
I can feel your breath,
I can feel your scent,
I can feel your lips.

Where I find solitude.
The creep that I am...
Aug 2016 · 815
Adobo
RuNe Aug 2016
"What's wrong with me?"

"Nothing!"

"Then why?"

"Not everyday is Christmas."

"What is Christmas
Got to do with me?"

"You're like a gourmet food and
I can't always eat gourmet!"

"Women are not food!
I am a woman with
Flesh and blood!

Human...

... With feelings,
With needs."
~RuNe
For the men who always eat the same meal....
Aug 2016 · 301
Rain Drops
RuNe Aug 2016
Looking up to the sky,
Clouds gathering from
Far away land.
Black clouds forming
Above the sky now.

A drop of rain fall.
Both palm on my face
Rub it up and down
Left to right.

Don't fall...
Please ... please don't fall...
Pain shoots into my heart
Please ... please don't fall...
~ RuNe
... just written out of the blue
Aug 2016 · 647
Boat
RuNe Aug 2016
Let's take the boat tonight
To the middle of the lake
Where we can look up at the glittering stars
Just to make the moon smiles to the fullest
And we could kiss under the night of wonderland
~ RuNe
... just written out of the blue
Aug 2016 · 560
Visitor
RuNe Aug 2016
You're like Peter Pan,
Visiting me at night.
Sometime stays for hours,
Other times for a quick chat.
Then goes back to Neverland.
I wonder why you took time to visit.
****** Bells awaits you?
Sometimes we play for hours,
Other time you just vanish.
Then gone for days.
I wonder why you took time to visit.
Sometimes you are just there
To listen to me ranting about my days.
Then gone quiet.
I wonder why you took time to visit.
~ RuNe
just written them ...
Jul 2016 · 560
Refresh my memory
RuNe Jul 2016
You are like a tattoo that is written in my skin,
Your smiling lips was written in my memory,
Etched in my skin when you grace them with a kiss ...
Refresh my memory ... RuNe
for someone who is still watching me
Jul 2016 · 299
Please
RuNe Jul 2016
Would you be loving me for a while?
Please make it a little bit longer…
I would want you to stay forever…
But I guess I’ll be just a passing fancy...
And if you must leave could you tell me?
for you who is watching me still
Jul 2016 · 359
I am undone
RuNe Jul 2016
Mmm you started watching me…
Makes me feel beautiful...
When your lips starts to widen for a sweet smile ...
I am undone ~ *RuNe
for you who is watching me still ...
Jun 2016 · 346
10:03
RuNe Jun 2016
Put that lips
On that peak
It'll quench our thirst
Before I go to sleep...
Jan 2016 · 345
Melancholia
RuNe Jan 2016
It's time for me to go.

That time when unknowingly we become friends. Everyday you'll show up to greet me and we would share our favorite songs that made us sing along to them. You would tell a funny stories or you'll be cracking corny jokes just to make me laughing with you. You would read lovely stories or sometimes naughty one just to get reaction from me that say's I am listening. You would read poems that expressed your feelings or would web one from your own that felt good for my aching heart. You would play your guitar or just singing to me just so I'd fall a sleep at the sound of your voice for you know how insomniac I am. When bad days are up, you would listen to all of my rant about me and you would interrupt me by telling all the wonderful things we would do together just to see me smile.  And I would do all of it when the times you're the one who needed them most.

Everyday I would painfully wait for you.

When I can't handle the pain anymore, I told you that we should stop this.

"But why?" You said, confusion written in your soft blue eyes.

I sadly replied with tears in my eyes that put sadness in yours. "I am falling."

Begging me not to stop seeing you. "I'll catch you." with tears in your eyes and my soft heart will concede.

That was three years ago... Those are my happiest and now I must let you go, for your own good and for my own  heart, to stop it from bleeding whenever I long to hear your voice or to see your smiling red pouting lips that would turn your chubby cheeks to pinkish with your twinkling blue eyes.

I have to ... even if this will be going to **** me someday... I have to leave.

I won't say goodbye though for I still need to feel you in my dreams. Memories that would make me smile on the saddest days of my life, strikes on me again.

Mucco Mucco Honey
It's just me thinking...
Jan 2016 · 717
Smile
RuNe Jan 2016
Your smile
With your lips
That reach your
Twinkling eyes
With hidden
Meaning of mysteries.
That can do things
I can't explain.
That I'd want to explore...

Melts my heart.
Weaken my knees.
Disturb my thoughts.
Confused my mind.
Put tears in my eyes.
That can make me
Smile back at you...
I was looking at this artist who looks at the camera and smiling ... Keep looking at me... sorry I double posted this poem
Nov 2015 · 668
Paris
RuNe Nov 2015
I never knew you personally,
All I know about you ... are
From the stories I've read,
From the movies I've watched,
But you have captured
My lonely romantic heart.
You made me fall in love with you,
From a far with your glittering smile,
Watching you made people happy.
You've been a symbol of love for me.
Why the hate now?
Is this how love and hate collide?
I once heard a wise man say,

"Forgive them for they don't know
what they're doing."

Are they going blind for the love
That they don't know about?
So many questions in my mind,
So many are unanswered.
What's the point of all this?
When Paris turned off its lights, the rest of the world turned them on.
Oct 2015 · 328
White Sheet
RuNe Oct 2015
Pen pointing down to a blank paper.
Can't think of a word to write on it.

Ink is getting dry...
Mind is getting tired...
Heart is breaking...

Is this the end of the line?
Is this what I become?

Empty?
Feels empty...
Sep 2015 · 453
After 10:02
RuNe Sep 2015
Your smile
With your lips
That reach your
Twinkling eyes
With hidden
Meaning of mysteries.
That can do things
I can't explain.
That I'd want to explore...

Melts my heart.
Weaken my knees.
Disturb my thoughts.
Confused my mind.
Put tears in my eyes.
That can make me
Smile back at you...
Sep 2015 · 425
10:02
RuNe Sep 2015
Your smile
With your lips
that reach your
twinkling eyes
Sep 2015 · 323
What I have...
RuNe Sep 2015
I love the smile on your face whenever you wake up in the morning with me.

I love the way you occupy three forths of the bed when you sleep with me and I am in your arms.

I love when we shower together I'll scrub your back and you'll scrub mine.

I love how the sound of your voice when you sing your favorate songs to me.

I love when we watch movies that I like and you'll sleep the entrie time.

What I love the most is when you cook for us and we eat together.
for my dear hubby on his birthday...
Sep 2015 · 466
Gloom
RuNe Sep 2015
You look full tonight,
bright but looks gloomy.
An airplane passed you by,
but it seems you didn't noticed.

The wind feels chilly,
it adds to your being gloomy.
Dogs howling somewhere,
it creeps me out.

This should be the time
where you'll be most merry,
lots of stars should be with you tonight.

Clouds starting to gather around you,
they are in different shapes and sizes.
I don't know if it will cheer you up.
You look gloomier than before.

Another plane pass you by
and you hide from the clouds.
Now that's the saddest part.

Why hide your beautiful smile,
like the stars hiding from you.
Can't you see the clouds are
trying to cheer you up.

They are dancing in the shape of
a fish swallowing you,
an owl like your their eye,
a centipede tickles you,
making you shine so bright.

There you go...

Smile ... You should be happy,
don't patronize me...
One night when I was looking at the sky
Sep 2015 · 901
Clown
RuNe Sep 2015
The saddest man...

Many times
You made me laugh
You made me cry
You made me think
of life as you saw it

I wonder how can you
be the clown Im laughing with
and the guy I cried with
all at the same time.

You've been one of the hero
and the clown of my life.

Thank you for the laugh
and the tears.

I'll surely miss you.

Goodbye now.

~ RuNe
My own tribute to one of the man I admire most...
Sep 2015 · 417
Sleep
RuNe Sep 2015
When the pain won’t go away…

Just want to think happy thoughts so I could fly back to Neverland.
Just want to run away where there’s no rage or pain in my heart.

"Coward,” you say?

Just want to escape…

Escape the pain, stop it from sinking to the very soul of my being.

That all I think about is to self distract.

If I stay and keep breathing, all I want to do is cry, go self pity, sleep and never come back.

Yes, sleep… that would be nice,

I’ll go to sleep, that way I wouldn’t feel the pain.

I’m going now to Neverland.

You take care of yourself and be happy.

Goodbye now…

~ RuNe
Depressing moment of my life...
Sep 2015 · 465
Funeral
RuNe Sep 2015
Don’t touch my cold ugly body, I am dead.

Burn my body to rest for I’ll feel no pain anymore.

Put my ashes in a jar to where I’ll rest in peace.

Give my ashes back to my family who loved me.

Give my belongings to my family who’ll remember me.

Burn all the pictures that you still have of me with you.

Delete all the memories you happened to remember.

Forget I ever happened to walked by into your life.

Don’t mention me in any gatherings at all.

As if I didn’t happen to have existed in your life.

Be happy at long last you’re guilt free without me.

Don’t visit my funeral at all.

Don’t put gatherings on my behalf.

Don’t put flowers on my grave.

Like my favorite poet said “Sing no sad song for me”.

I died alone and alone shall I be.

~ RuNe
One of my darkest times
Sep 2015 · 702
Sweet Thing
RuNe Sep 2015
I melt with you...

The first time I met you.

I'm not even interested.

You don't even look extra ordinary.

When I hold you in my hand, you melt.

Giving me a yucky sticky feeling I don't like.

But then I had a taste of you.

I've licked my fingertips and it made me close my eyes.

Tasted you in my mouth, gives me bittersweet emotions.

Tears falls down in my eyes, when I've open it.

I am awaken to a new you.

You've made me smile to the sweetness of you.

You've made me sad to the bitterness of you

You've made me happy with all the combination of your bittersweet.

Looking at you now with a different feeling.

Makes me fall in love with you.

Oh Chocolate, I love you!

They said your a food of the God.

Why is it a sin to have you?
This is my 4th publish from another site and my favorite poem I have written. Would like to share here, hope you'll like it.
Sep 2015 · 754
Twenty Years
RuNe Sep 2015
It’s just me... thinking.

I used to sleep close to your heart
you held me tight,
kissed my head goodnight.

You said,

"This is how I would have us sleep
all of our nights."

I stayed because I loved the sound of your heart
beating while I slept.

I would wake up and you would look at me
and kiss me good morning.

One night your hold on me
loosened.

No more good night kisses.
No more good morning kisses.

You said,

"I'm just tired."

I took that as your word.

I stayed because I still loved the sound
of your heartbeats.

Then one night
you turned your back to me.

No more kisses.

This time not a word.

I hold on you still,
from behind,

because I miss the sound of your heartbeat.
This is my first ever written poem. I wrote this poem the time of my depression ... where I am falling to the abyss... and I am trying to survive...

This was publish last year from another site.
Sep 2015 · 427
Need
RuNe Sep 2015
Touch me...
touch me where
I wanted you
To touch me...
touch me where
I need you
To touch me...
Sep 2015 · 571
Wave
RuNe Sep 2015
A wave of life
We should ride
We may fall hard
We can stand again
To ride harder
And enjoy life...
Sep 2015 · 952
Wings
RuNe Sep 2015
Wish I have wings
To fly where you are
Survive a stormy sea
To kiss your lips and
Stay in your warm embrace....
Sep 2015 · 2.4k
Kiss
RuNe Sep 2015
I miss your kiss
scalding the valley of
my skin with your lips,
cooling it after your
tongue glaze them.

kiss me once again
like you used to do...
Sep 2015 · 278
With You
RuNe Sep 2015
I still enjoy reading your love letters,
That's why i love reading poems,
The reason why I love to sing,
And the same reason i love reading romance,
A lovers letter to her beloved.
I want to get lost in every pages,
Take a shower on every words,
And this are all I want to do with you.
Sep 2015 · 363
...
RuNe Sep 2015
...
Who am I to you?
That you would want
To know about me.

I am no one!
Stop assuming that
You knew all about me.

I live from never land.
A place where you would
Not want to know.

I have a complicated mind.
A loss moral to find.
A crazy life, I love.

What I do is my business,
You have no right to tell me
Otherwise.

If you really want to know me....

Let me tell you about my self...

I am RuNe.
Sep 2015 · 370
Before 10:01
RuNe Sep 2015
Have you ever felt
being happy and sad
at the same time?

That you wanted to break down
crying and laughing so hard all
at the same time?

That is how I felt right now,
like your heart is shuttered
in a thousand pieces.

Why is it of all night...
I can't feel the air kissing my skin
I can't hear a single noise

Why do my heart feels like crying
My eyes burning...
I wanted to laugh out loud but
Tears keeps falling...

.
Sep 2015 · 483
10:01... 2015
RuNe Sep 2015
I wanted to laugh out loud but
Tears keeps falling...

— The End —