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 Sep 2015 Reza Bavar
Kaoru Tomoe
You're my existence
This is why I am alive
Even though I am not yours
 Sep 2015 Reza Bavar
WickedHope
the eyes.
it's always the eyes that get me.
and i stopped seeing yours --
looking into those pools of blue...
trying to figure you out,
even though i already knew.
you've moved away,
though i suppose i've moved too.
i just didn't quite realize
how much of my muse
was you.
capitalization is totally still just a suggestion, not a rule. :P

in the mood to write a rant, but i didn't sleep this weekend and i have an interview tomorrow so my energy is just gone. but theoretically, this is a rant. just imagine me writing to the 0.02% of my views that read these -- yes, hi you, i see you, person who cares enough to read *waves* -- a little rant. okay, i say little when we all (me and you lovely 0.02%) know my rant have historically gotten very long. crazy long. i'm crazy though so that's all fine and dandy with me. this was only supposed to be like a sentence. oh well. its two thirty-ish now, been wasting the past 3 hours on youtube. :/ shame on me. thanks for reading the rant.
oh, and incase anyone wanted to know, i started this poem with proper caps then got rid of it. i haven't done a caps free in a bit so i figured, why not?
(P.S. was 20ft from the Pope yesterday. Heyyo...#catholicswag)

I need a real life. ._.
 Sep 2015 Reza Bavar
Sag
I don't need anyone to pretend to care about my apathy.
I want to smoke cigarettes and skip meals and nights of sleep.
I want to cry to Elliott Smith and for the clouds to hide the moon because I need the darkness for a while.
The moon is shy, leave her be.
She's either shy or wants to hide.
The lunarity of my own skin shares the same feeling tonight.
I want to hide.
I want people to stop expecting me to be present, available, ready to listen
just because I have to be.
Just because I'm forced to be here.
Because I'm not being held to the earth by anything except gravity.
I don't really have to be here.
I'm choosing to be.
But gravity doesn't exist on the moon and I'm indecisive like she is;
I go through phases.
Right now, I want to be new.
inspired by the blood moon and loneliness
listening to
Blood Bank // Bon Iver
 Sep 2015 Reza Bavar
From A Heart
Makikinig ba ako sa aking isip na dati pa namang magulo?
A line from one of my favorite songs.
Indak by Up Dharma Down
 Sep 2015 Reza Bavar
Jane
He's gone
 Sep 2015 Reza Bavar
Jane
The sinking feeling is back again,
Just this time it's twice the pain,
When today I heard "he has a girlfriend now",
Just yesterday you were telling me how,
How much you were missing me,
I thought we were meant to be,
But now everything has disappear,
Once when I saw it so clear,
I think it's time for me to pick up the pieces,
Of all our left over memories.
It's time...
this is the place
where i was born
small enough to crush me
it's why few know about it
we closed all the doors to strangers
and learnt from behind its walls
and called it warm
we named it home

it's familiar
to a place i faked a smile
and the first place i cried
here, i'll always be a son
oh yes, always a son
we were taught the world
but never experienced it

but the roof and the bricks
kept us from the weather
....hot and cold...
hmm the space upon my pillow
is where i learnt to whisper
all the twitches that stained my heart

you'll always be home
always
the castle daddy owns
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