ill love you again and again without fail
but it's not enough is it?
love doesn't fix wounds
and I haven't got the patience to watch you heal.

Just stay awake
Just keep talking
Just pretend you love me
Just hold on
Please
Everything is so much scarier in the dark, love.

Warning: side effects may include: Dizziness. Lack of sleep. Nausea. Butterflies. Lack of speech. Daydreams. Irresistible urge for closeness. Tingles in fingers and toes. Intense need of eye contact. Dryness of the mouth. Feelings of addiction. Heart pains. Lung shrinking. Love. Love love love love love love love.

This is my safe place away from you
These are my feelings i’d never let you see
I will not lie to you darling
You know me better than that
But I will hide these thoughts far away from you
in my own little castle I’ll build out of deceit and misplaced trust.

Hold me in your mind,
so i’m not alone in this forbidden feeling.

I will not think about you
I will not think about you in the quiet moments
I will not think about your lips
Your lips
I will not think about your warmth
Your height
I will not think about your smile
So tender,
Who do you smile for?
I will not think about your eyes
Your hair
I will not think about every
Little
Thing
Everything you do that I hate
Because I love

I don’t really know where I fit
In the grand scheme of things
Nothing seems to be ‘it’
I’m not lesbian or straight
But I love in between
I don’t think I see gender
It just depends on your reality
I want to hold a woman
But I love holding onto my man
I guess I’m just curious
To understand how it feels
To love a familiar figure in my arms
To explore what that means
Because love is love
I guess someday I’ll find where mine lies
In the six colours of the rainbow
I’m sure it resides.