I miss the laughing
I miss the talking
I miss the feelings
Which you woke in me...

I miss making memories
I miss the funny episodes
I miss hearing you talk
About all the things you love...

I keep trying to fool myself
That the one I miss
It isn't you
But no matter what my head says
Then my heart refuses to listen...

I miss your smile
I miss all the stupid things we used to do
I miss the time when I didn't cry
I miss just being with you....

I miss you being my weakness
I miss smiling like I used to
I miss when my worst sides
Comes out because of you...

My head tells me to move on
It tells me you aren't wroth it
But my heart disagrees
And it still won't listen...

I miss wondering about
How you even feel
I miss wanting to touch
I miss feeling surreal...

I miss the mess I became
When you used to be near
I miss the days out hate
When everything was unclear...

I miss not having to fool myself
Each and every day
Telling myself that my feelings
Was never even real...

I miss not having to force myself
To believe
That it's the other guy
Who I love
I hate the fact that I trick myself
To believe
That the one I miss
It isn't you...

I miss all the small things
I miss when your words sounded true
There's only this one thing I miss
And that is
You...

I want to say:

"Hi!"
to a friend
whom to me is a stranger now.
a friend who put me into
oblivion.

"why?"
the question
that is still pending
for your response

"Sorry!"
i don't know
but
I think
I need to

"hey! I'm just here."
just to let
you know
I care.

"Goodbye"
don't worry
it would be my last option
I knew
it would never happen
This would never end

"I MISS YOU!"
the three words
stuck in my throat
and
my body is trembling  to
scream it unto you ****!

Why should I
try
When you won't

Why should I
love
When you don't

Why should I
care
When you can't

Why are you a
breath
And all I am is a pant

I know right from
wrong
But I really just can't see

Why I love
you,
And you hate me