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 Dec 2015 Catastrophic
Kumli
Alone.
 Dec 2015 Catastrophic
Kumli
I felt so alone at that moment, I don't know why but the thought of it makes me greatly depressed. Then as I sat on the chair alone I noticed something. It was quiet. Not a sound could be heard but the crickets.

And I began to feel so overwhelmed with emotions, tears ran down at the ****** of my thoughts. And there I was, alone, alone with myself, alone with the silence and alone with alone.
I watch you move between my palms
What a soul you are between your bones
Straddling skin like a sacrilegious nun basking in the glory of Satan
Just a taste on my tongue
Like bitten words of repression you ache for mercy
Funny how we are nothing but rot in the end
And still I love you, in the state you are in
A far cry from lively
But still
Just as lovely
 Jul 2015 Catastrophic
RC
3:23 am
 Jul 2015 Catastrophic
RC
You're sleeping downstairs on the couch
and I'm cursing at myself at 3:23 am
promising to set an alarm every hour until ten in the morning
so I can catch you on your way out
i love you
It's so quiet
Yet crowded in my head
Why was I so stupid?
You were right there
In front of me
I could have done something..
But I didn't
Oh...
Why didn't I?
I could punch out all the walls
And scream your name
Through the windows
But..
That won't change anything
Because now I'm alone...
I just wish I did something to make you change your mind...I've been thrown into something I don't want to do..But I guess it's too late to turn back time..
I am scared
Scared that my words
Might fall off the page
Or
That I'll say too many words
And they'll just..
Roll away from me
But then again

I could never speak

So I wouldn't know..
I either say too much
Or nothing at all

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