So opposite
Till we meet ourselves.
Then forget the pain
We felt in loneliness..
  Still making scars.

The pain exists..
And made these scars.

The pain exists...

Inside both of us who still
Say "it doesn't hurt!"
   STRUCK, you can taste the blood
     Still it doesn't change

the me in you..

You hate the me in you!

I hate the you in me!

But we can't deny
This hurt.

We're in a world of such hurt.



Stealing the meaning
Of the life you had.

And killing the dreams..
Once inside your head.

Leaving scars..

The pain in depth
So deep it scars.

The pain exists..

Inside both of us who
Can't stop when they taste the blood

Polar opposites
Besides the fact
I'm facing you in me
I hate the you in me
You the hate the me you

And we can't deny
This world
I have to be in with you
Hurts.

Unfolding and revealing
Each costly word still staining

Apposed to sweet sustaining

It feels me as it sinks in
The deeper grows this feeling
What do I bleed
Will I live

In this pain
I know
I needed

Each day must forgive me for what I do and what I've done.
My minds full of empty and at times will come undone.
But the nights soothe and save me from myself.
Mistaking me for someone else. Someone who once was but is now gone, leaving me bits to hang on to and no I won't let go.
Though im losing grip of them slow. See it's all a shame-
Less life I maintain. Nothing ever stays quite the same.
Gone through the motions with emotion. Taking more than time to spend. So alive then yet again..
Never mind me I'm still livin.

Against me this is something special
And I have nothing to say with or without
The fragile bit of time

He left here for me
Isn't that kind of him to leave again.

You know
I cannot comprehend
what's been exposed
I try to understand

As my sight strains to see the end
Of each lie your breathe in and breathe out.

Each time you let your self down.

Each cry that you wish you could let out.

This side of you
Collides with the night
Without sound.

A world that turns
A life upside down.

You told me love was hollow
And faith feeds ignorance
You showed me just how hollow
Your love could be within

And every time
I still pray for you
And every night
Turns to day with you

Because i'm still in love with you
As I fall
Away from you.

It's hard to get up when I'm feeling down.
Seems my ceiling keeps me close to the ground.

Unreal
the truth I spoke to you that night.

With eyes wide open
I can see there's been change.
The first step is knowing
And I know I can't stay the same.

God
I lost the way out

I forgot how to escape..
all of my doubt

Heavy days
Are slowing me down

Time is turning
Me inside out

And I turn to find another
But their running away.
Each one's just like other
Always nothing to say.

Tell I break...
Apart at their feet.

All this upon myself
I never thought that it would bury me.
I think I lost myself
I'm in so deep that I no longer can see.

And if I missed something
Along lines that lead me

Well my apologies
I don't want to die this way

I know that I still need to use all that I got in me.

All tears as I weep
All I sweat
what I bleed

Life's a dream I must dreaming but I can never awake. Life's a lesson I must be teaching to myself everyday.

All against me
Never feared me
So I'll make them afraid.