She comes to the bed slowly,
my eyes grazing at the beauty
of her naked flesh,
believing that this is a dream,
but it isn't.
We are both here
ready to do what we have wanted
for so long.
Dreamed of it,
talked about it so much,
but always postponed the moment.
Her actions shows that she is nervous,
which makes me feel relieved
for I thought I would be the only one.
We stand in front of each other,
gazing into each others eyes
as I tell her,
we can go as far as she wants to,
that I don't want to force her.
She smiles and says,
that she knows & that she trusts me.
As she moves her body closer to mine,
we kiss tenderly.
The yearning desire burning white hot
as I carefully lead her to the bed while we embrace.
Not knowing what to do,
we let instinct take over,
as that which we longed for comes true.
Flesh rubbing against flesh,
our bodies joined as one,
thrusting to the rhythm of our heartbeat.
Such pleasure fills us, thrills us with such desire.
More intense than we had imagined.
For the moment, we become one body,
one soul,
that two hearts are beating for
till we explode & I drain my essence into her
as she holds me tight.
Limbs entwined, we kiss,
not moving,
while we are enveloped in the passion
that we shared with each other.
Then I whisper, I love you,
so softly in her ear.
Before sleep comes
& drifts us off into a dream,
but none could be as pleasant
as the moment we just shared.

Once they were unleashed
The brutal truth appeared

Scars formed on my body
As it was scratched and cut
Blood trickled out slowly
Mocking me

My eyes are misty
They followed the liquid
It continued as if it was a mere river

I am but human
Nothing more
Nothing less

You can hurt me
You can save me
It's all up to you

As your mind swirls
Remember what you did to me

In a world unknown
A world so alone.
Falling.....
Falling..... *
Deeper and deeper
Not knowing were to go.
So scared
So frightened.
Fighting for life.
Fighting to stay
Calling your name.
Yelling and screaming
Never helps.
Only makes it worse.
The world falling apart.
Crashing and burning
Around you.
So scared
So frightened.
What is going to happen?
Who will save me?
Nobody but yourself.
No one can if you don't try.
Falling......
Falling.....*
Deeper into darkness
Where are you now?
Someplace different
Someplace new.
Were will you go?
Will you change
Or
Will you stay the same person?

It's that bitter taste
again
it comes and goes like the seasons; the sun and the moon; the rain and the sky; the wind and the stillness.
It's windy out here,
in the cold
in the open
so fragile
I am
out here
Does it ever stop
that feeling,
I ask.
Yes,
you answer, when you are dead. You tell me.
But why does it have to hurt, I ask you again.
You smile.
No, it doesn't always hurt, I tell myself.

**6.5.12.

I write for quality
rather than quantity.