She blew a kiss that missed my face
and drifted into outer space
and kissed the sun
*and made it smile
now it's  been bright
*for quite awhile

**** all you dumb boys come to me and make me feel real, make me feel like something special and then just throw me against a brick wall. You sick boys watch me crumble just because you like the way I crawl. You ratchet boys  who like to toss my feelings and emotions around like the're some cheap rag doll.

Well ******* all and **** me too because I was foolish enough to let you make me feel like I was small.

I am done with you **** boys ,who find it cool to **** me over!

6'5"
4"

I want to wear the shadows of his teeth
like a necklace,
blooming teal and violet
on the edge of my collarbones
-unknown

As I spat out my feelings for you
another girl licked them up

One day I will fly away
from this world that I live today.
And when I do, nothing will matter
not the things I've done
not the good memories because I have none.

One day I will get up & run
and not worry about the things I haven't done.

One day I will swim
& dim out all my bad sins.

But today I sit
thinking of the bad habits I can't seem
to quit....

*I look forward to that one day