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because im happy i dropped my insecurities
because im happy i love everybody
because im happy im full of energy
because im happy i lost my fear
because im happy im free
because im happy i dont care
because im happy im aware
daddy's brow was wrinkled in despairing woe
he'd planted a cotton crop by the river Neosho

a long lasting drought gripped the fields
which finished daddy's cotton yields

in the year of nineteen thirty two
months of dryness did relentlessly ensue

daddy cried out for rain
his crop lands were in such dire pain

the soil set to a crust so hard
nothing flourished in daddy's cotton yard

he'd sweated and toiled in the grit all day long
where his hopes faded of harvesting a bright song

the fool's gold of cotton farming was an illusory dream
which spoiled daddy's income stream
I find
that your caresses
leave marks
on my soul.
I find that having a love like this a burden that I am more than willing to carry.
In the expectation of some conjugation of verbs
I walk slowly run to the window and look outside
on the street for some.
Grammar puts its spell on me
inaction cannot dwell in me
I look again to find some sympathy and all I see
is fast cars on the autobahn
****.
Is,are, a fast car,cars?
The gentle breeze of an imagined kiss,
ends with tears, breaking you bliss.
Imagined lovers in this time of mine,
manifest couples, unable to go through the grind,
of the greatest crime;
I have you heart, you have mine.
It's better than suicide.
It's better than life.
The love of another.
The lover of life.
so many feelings flooded back all at once,
like a tsunami rolled high and crashed down low
sweeping out everything and anything...
just at the sound of her voice...
anger, happiness, frustration, relief...
most importantly even tho i wanted to cry and scream,
or maybe both actually...
we laughed instead.
I may get so angry to the point i wish i could hate my best friend,
but in the end i never seem to find a real 'reason' to really 'hate' her
Only myself.
Because my worry stems into a raging fury sometimes.
I get angry because she means so much and i worry about her
But i could never really 'hate' her
Besides...
how can you hate a person with a laugh that fills the earth and heavens with...bursting sprinkles of sprays of fountains of joy and happiness..
how?
Because i certaintly cannot, and i pray the day never comes when i ever do
*giggles*
My exam is finally over....and..and...and i spoke to my best friend
WARNING:
Don't come any closer or i might burst due to the insane medical condition i am currently in haha....I've been away from my bestfriend way too long...it's not even funny -_-
So Thankyou math exam, i hope you're happy.
I'm sorry you lost an important piece of you
and you fell apart.

and time stopped inside you
because you where broken

yet time around you continued on without you
and you
barely existed

that you where left in a corner
and nobody checked to see if they could help...you
find that special piece that went...missing

I'm sorry that
instead of being the 'best' of all 'times'
you lost yourself

in time.
there are some feelings that no matter what you say no one can feel them but you..
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