I was your cup of tea,
Now you drink coffee

Two and a half years full of lies and despair
Worrying for no reason and pulling out my hair
30 months of heartbreak and pain
It was all a facade, with nothing to gain
I'm tired of all of this
I just want out
My life is a hell and I'm married to the devil

All of our memories are tainted now
Thoughts of you and her are all that fill my head

I wanna work through it because we're married and young
But I keep coming undone

I just don't know what to do anymore,
And we're carrying on as if everything is okay

I can't believe the life I thought I had
Was just an explosion of lies in my face

How could you do that to me, to us?
9 ******* months
Probably more
Full of lies and deceit


I don't know how I'll ever be okay again because you were supposed to be my soulmate, my everything

But it was all for nothing

I'm not sure what hurts more,
Your betrayal
Or the fact that I was right
You had someone on the side

Swimming deeper into your pool of lies
I don't think I'll ever be fine
I feel like I'm drowning
Your lust for them will be our demise

The person I loved most, my soul mate, my whole world
Turned upside down

How stupid I was to believe the lies you fed to me
Telling me we're okay but we weren't and won't ever be

I don't know if I should give you another chance or just walk away
Start over
with someone new

But I can never love again the way I loved you.

Everything just feels more separate than together, I don't know what to feel or do anymore

ALL MY LIFE I'VE HAD UNANSWERED QUESTIONS AND AT THIS POINT I AT LEAST DESERVE A ******* ANSWER

ALL THE HATEFUL WORDS YOU SAID ARE SWIMMING AROUND IN MY HEAD
THEY STILL STING LIKE THE BLADE I NO LONGER TURN TO
I MAY HAVE GOTTEN AWAY FROM YOU BUT I'LL NEVER BE OKAY AGAIN