Sacrificing all that within me, so that you can see him.
So what good is sacrificing my life is it is for naught.
For only revealing Christ love for you and healing.
Shall make my life worth living through sacrificing.
For only by his power shall I be able to reveal his truths.
But living a life, for myself only benefiting in this world.
Is one life wasted in lies and lost to true Freedom here.
For when you look at me, I want you to see Christ love.
When you read my poems, I want you to be healed by God not me.

It was a new year, I made a promise
And I can proudly say I kept it

A worry stone
Is what you rub
When you are stressed
Or worried

I use mine
Quite a lot

Do I look okay?
Did she notice?
Do I talk funny?

Rub rub rub

Why did you ask?
Did you mean it?
Why is this happening?

Rub rub rub

I don't understand
I can't do this
I am so dumb

Rub rub rub

I won't make it
This will never work
I am so ugly

Rub rub rub

Now my stone is gone
I rubbed it all away
Now I have nothing
To make the worry go away

I opened my eyes
To the world
When I was born

Then I realized the world is crap
And now I want to close them

*Is that really such a bad thing?

The cold snow
fell upon the memories
and whited out the pain

The hungry wolf looks out
across the frozen tundra
and forgets his pain

Dreaming of a warm
summer rain
only to go out
and **** again

Knowing inside
is trapped
the lamb
in wolf clothing