Some words from those most close
but nothing from the one that mattered most.
The one that could have filled the holes
he left when he left.
I've cut you off like an extra arm,
something useful at times,
but mostly just in the way.
And sometimes I look down at it
on Father's Day,
and wonder why
I ever let
you in.
So now I've severed my phantom limb
made your death in my life permanent
and with losing you from my life
I regain it.
"I'm all by myself. Like I've always been."
