"recklessness" does not mean throwing yourself in front of a bus nor does it describe how i feel about you. how your aura says stop, like the red light i never should've ran you were once my princess to protect now youre a scratch on my shining armor that refuses to buff, yet id still climb to the top of the highest tower to watch your chest rest and fall in rythmatic sleep, step by step, round and round, losing my breathe in the anticlimatic atmosphere hoping you still could be found Walt disney once said "the more you like yourself, the less you are like anyone else, which makes you unique" well tinkerbell never left peter, nor did belle leave the beast, so whats makes you think you can leave me we're not ken and barbie, this is real life, with real thoughts and real people, leave the plastic realm behind, face your problems you were always best a throwing phones and slamming doors, i never thought i'd be locked on the other side while everything crashed into bits and pieces, like my heart you tied my heart to an anchor now im drowning in false childhood memories. MY HEAD WAS A HOT AIR BALLOON THAT YOU FILLED WITH DECEITS , MY MIND WAS A KITE YOU CUT WITH YOUR WHIPLIKE SHARP TONGUE TELLING ME YOUD ALWAYS BE HERE YOURE NOT MUCH OF A ROLE MODEL, THE ONLY THING YOU EVER TAUGHT ME WAS HOW TO GIVE IN AND WALK OUT BUT ******* IT I LOVE YOU ANYWAY I MISS YOU LIKE THE SNOW MISSES THE SUN ON A COLD WINTERS DAY AND HOW THE BEACH LOVES THE SALTY OASIS AND I SWEAR THERE WILL COME A DAY THAT YOU WILL COME BACK TO ME BECAUSE WE'RE TWO ******* HALVES OF THE SAME SOUL
coping spam IG user @rinnyreckless because im determined to make her read this. (sister)