Suicidal Rain Can you feel the pain? It pours over me as it burns my skin There is no kin There is no friends There is no end But to put an end to you Mom said it’s the end for him who is committing But this is only a start for the committee
A journey to sadness Tears fill you up You cry and you have everything running through your mind
But you just put that gun up to your head Put that knife up to your skin Put that rope up to your neck Put that pill bottle to your lips Put your feet on that ledge and you don’t even think
Actions speak louder than words When you can no longer speak Suicide is a coward’s way out they said Or maybe a paradise for the weak Cause life picks you up and knocks you down But sometimes so hard you want to stay on that ground And don’t make a sound So no one turns around Cause you don’t want help You just want a way out
So there comes the night And you do what you believe is right And you black out No more thoughts, No more sights, No more sighs, No more fright No more light No more any of that You don’t have to try
While family sits by the casket and cries "Why oh why?" "What could we have done!" Young life is supposed to be filled with fun
Fame comes with heartache, hurt, and drama But once you leave the hurt is all on ya dad and momma Or whoever you love And they wonder is he down below or up above You pray to God “Forgive me for this is the last of my sinning” But with doing all this are you losing or winning? You got out of a life that caused you sadness But left people with unheard cries and madness
Cause sometimes it’s better to let things go Because those hints you gave just didn’t show Not until the action was finished And every single piece of life was already diminished
So from all of this, what did we gain From the horrible thoughts that you brought to life and attained And from the messages you put out there, we thought you were playing And not in the process of another life just slowly decaying
And people send their condolences and say it’s a shame It’s more than shame, it’s a sequence to the chain And now the only wish is for life to be the same But how could it be when you’ve already felt that suicidal rain?
Wrote this about one of my favorite YouTubers who committed suicide last year. I also incorporated my own feelings that I had when I thought about suicide into this poem.