panda miranda

Jun 2015

Zay

I Hate.

I hate* how easily you can make me smile
And I hate how it only lasts for a while
I hate the warm feeling that invades my heart
Every time you take something simple and turn it into art
For seeing through your eyes was a privilege from the start

I hate how I laugh at every joke you say
And the loneliness that kills me whenever you're away

I hate how easily you climbed over the wall that I spent years to make
And I hate how your crooked smile has left my heart to ache

I hate the dreams that I dream for us
And how they'll never come true
And I hate how I can never be able to share any of them
With you

I hate how you bring out a new side of me
The way you make me feel
So young, wild, and free

I hate how I get excited over the simplest "hello"
And I hate that I love you...
Cuz I gotta let you go.

"Sometimes you have to break your own heart to set yourself free."

#love #heartbreak #freedom #sad #hate #tears #smile #breakup #toxic #bittersweet

Jun 2015

RW Dennen

Our Journey

Many paths do we take
Many roads in our wake
Many bridges with their tolls

Onward travelers
bless us all
Heroes born to challenge's call

Obstacles vanish within our path
toil not with guiding staff

Wandering travelers throughout our life
we share our stories of good and strife
on roads of signs which way to take
to travel best for all's at stake

Lonely travelers is you and me
we merge at times
on roads
we share
and talk our journeys
of rough and smooth
and find our wisdom
in enlightened mood

#lonely #wonder #journey #choice #travel #sharing #meeting #paths #traveler

panda miranda Jun 2015

An Autobiography

all words are hidden and locked very tight
the blank gaze in my eyes--does it give you a fright?
dark, and consuming, and forever-looming;
downing, frowning.. surprise!
i'm still drowning..

..i warned you once, and i'll warn you again
a cloud can engulf me in seconds!.. and then..
i'll be lost, and confused, and across the world
--from you..

**don't you grow tired when i lose myself, too?..

but i still know how to make friends

panda miranda Jun 2015

He Was Probably My Soul Mate

if i had ever known warmth
with you i felt a blaze
so strongly, it burned
direct from your gaze

helplessly, i'm hooked
i'm stolen
i'm whisked away
--into the arms of you, my love, where i pray they'll let me stay

he responded to this, you know

panda miranda Jun 2015

This Wasn't About Us

kiss in the rain

ease my brain
ease the pain
refrain
refrain

starts again

please my heart
please kick-start
picked apart
we'd depart

play it smart

hold me tight
hold me right
alright
alright

let's not fight

now read it backwards.

panda miranda Jun 2015

An Ocean Apart, Literally

words, words, words
they're all i can give

a constant reminder
of time; i must forgive

because we are separate,
alone, and left out

what more can i do
but to scream and to shout--

to complain, and to pout
before my heart does give out..

all this i do
because it is you i'm without

i was physically in pain knowing i couldn't be in your presence

panda miranda Jun 2015

4 Weeks Ago

how gently i wait
for a kiss upon my cheek
how wildly i hate
that which i seek

my soul does whine;
it cries, it calls
you

my heart's a shrine;
it stands, to find
you

how common our fate;
apart we are--
so we've set a date
on a shooting star

does it make sense to you now?