One giant pool
Of bestowed dread
In my head

Son, if you ever get a girl pregnant in high school
You better stay with her
You better financially support the life you concepted
Because you made the decision
To do the act
Its your choice to counteract your mistake
By being the man that doesn't flake
Trust me, that poor girl will be going through a world of hell to take care of that child
Son, if you ever get a girl pregnant
I want you to learn and have your head held up high and be ad loyal as you can be
I didn't raise a quitter
I raised a man that will be the difference to a young woman, even during the most hectic times.
I will be upset, but I will take the child as my own
Make sure you fight for her when people judge her falsely
Because were all human and we make mistakes
But this new life could be the imperative change for this planet
I want your goals to come alive as you plan it
Hold onto her
Hold onto your dreams
Hold onto hers.

I have this hunger
Devouring me whole
I punctured all your holes
And they turned into moles
Which you might find ugly but I think they're beautiful
What you don't know is
That my hunger drives only for you

If I had unlimited money
I'd light all these poems up
Giving the poets the credit
They deserve
Always for the smaller guy
All day, every day

Depression is compression when everything around is fine
Depression is that pressure that makes it last an elongated amount of time
Depression might be
My middle name

If he only likes you when your clothes are off
You know you have the wrong candidate for your special heart
Keep them on
That's the old trick in the book that's shamingly overused
Shine your humanity onto me
Not your body
That's for later if a connection is ever fully established
It should be the last thing on the bucket list of bonding.

Use your eyes
To memorize my beating
Heart that is failing