Hungry to bed hungry to rise makes me a smaller size Hungry to bed hungry to rise i began falling for my anorexic lies Hungry to bed hungry to rise makes me wanna go exercise Hungry to bed hungry to rise sweet as sugar but im cold as ice I craved his approval His touch His kiss bliss, My bones protruded My smile widened So close yet so far.
somewhere there behind the clouds for clouds behind the forests beyond the seas behind the clouds behind the apple trees for oranges for orange for somehow bright bright color where is where you are there where are you where I am somewhere there we are somewhere somewhere
where there are large and powerful and strong and strong and airy where we live and where there we love there we are inspired and there we are with you we live and breathe andwe die somewhere there where that there where that there behind clouds somewhere there behind the forests beyond the seas behind the clouds behind the apple trees behind the oranges behind the orange and that's how we all live in flight and in running
You want me to be your manic pixie dream girl So today I am a gardener I’ll plant daisies and you can put them in my hair
Tomorrow you’ll fall in love with the freckles on my nose I’ll make you sing along to bands you’ve never heard of We’ll stop on the side of a highway to watch the sunset I’ll remind you of what it feels like to be alive
You tell me to be a supporting character in your great adventure So I’ll tag along behind you Make you stop and look at bugs on the sidewalk You’ll love the way I’m not like other girls
I’ll get a tattoo of a flower on my ribs You’ll call me amaryllis And I’ll change my name because you want me to I’ll be the garden you grow with your green thumb The one you show off to your friends Make them bask in my beauty until you feel better about yourself
Eventually I’ll lose my shimmer No more golden glitter, just dust You’ll write the final chapter of my life Give me the unsuspecting ending you believe I deserve Stuff me in a suitcase and bury me in the backyard Make everyone believe I ran away Chasing a romanticized version of life I could never give