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Dec 2015 Nay

Elle Sang

The Iris she took wither along with time
Her tunes became mute
Colors turned to gray
She saw the world through hooded eyes
She wondered once
When will it starts again?
The music and rhythm
Smiles and dances
Kisses and hugs
Then she realized
It's just in her silly little head

#heartbreak #poem #poetry #pain #original #thoughts #sorrow #contemporary

Dec 2015 Nay

Untitled and Planning to Stay That Way

Dec 2015 Nay

Rah-Rah

Untitled and Planning to Stay That Way

You left me here alone and cold.
I miss you like you could never believe.
I doubted my faith every day,
And changed my mind again and again
Because if there was a god in this forsaken world
It wouldn’t want to take you away from me.

He is leaving me here alone and cold
I am missing him like the dead flowers on my windowsill
I doubt my faith every day now
And change my mind over and over
Because the god I chose to believe in,
Took you away from this forsaken world.

She is leaving me here alone and cold.
I miss her already like the grass in the winter.
I still doubt my faith everyday.
I will always change my mind when
Looking for something to truly believe in
Because every god I look to for help in this forsaken world,
Will still take her away from me.

I am leaving you cold and alone.
I hope you miss me like no other.
I hope you doubt your faith every ****** day,
And change your mind again and again
Because if there were a god in this forsaken world
I would have found a better way to save you.

This is apart of a project I wrote for my creative writing class. We were to write a poem in sort of a "letter" to someone. This is what I came up with

#depression #alone #anxiety #dark #winter #thoughts #left #cold #leaving #epistle

Dec 2015 Nay

eighteen

Dec 2015 Nay

anonymous999

eighteen

i am 18 years old and i've kissed 17 boys. i've passed 16 classes, and cried at school 15 times. sophomore year i missed 14 days of school. i've figured out 13 ways to say "i didn't do my homework," and i am halfway through the 12th grade. my longest relationship lasted 11 months. i once left a picture up for 10 minutes, and received 9 comments about how unacceptable my shirt was. i have gone through 8 best friends and 7 phones. i've gotten lost on the road 6 times and i have 5 friends i plan to keep in touch with for the rest of my life. at my first job, i made $4 an hour. i've fallen in love 3 times, i've seen two therapists and i'm still holding on to this one thought that everything is going to be okay.
everything is going to be okay.

#age #trick #positivity #counting #eighteen

Dec 2015 Nay

Riptide

Dec 2015 Nay

Lyra

Riptide

I sit down by the waterfront, it's evening
the tide washes over my feet
it mimics you in every move it makes
it rushes to me then suddenly retreats -

If there's one thing I know about the ocean,
the same I will hope for your heart,
the sea always finds its way back to shore,
can we find our way back to the start?

Based on Cathy Cassidy's "Bittersweet", simply altered it slightly and posted it because this verse makes me feel things

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