I'm finally moving on,

At one point you were my world, beautiful and full of wonders.

But now you're becoming more of a memory.

I'll never forget you and the things I've done.

But now I can say I'm moving on.

I sit up at night and wonder,

Was it worth it?


Of one thing I'm sure,

It wasn't and I feel like ****.

My back hurts so bad,

But nobody will help,

Please let me die now.

I wish everything was dfferent. That you had loved me and still did. That I didn't want to **** myself every second of the day. That my mother didn't say the wounding things she says. That my father had a backbone to tell her to stop. That you and I could talk. But everything in my life seems so...agonizingly hard.

The moment your hand left mine,

was the moment i knew i’d never be fine.



“I wish i’d never met you,”

I’m not even sure if that statement is true.



You’re the gaping hole in my heart,

slowly, but surely ripping me apart.



If you ever ask me if i’m okay,

Lies are all I’d be able to say.



Some nights i cry and scream your name,

I doubt you ever do the same.



My heart is guarded by a brick wall,

But when I’m with you the bricks begin to fall.





I miss you……

suicide,


the only thought left inside

please come back, i miss your face

or 6 feet under i will grace

not talking to him is so hard
i feel myself falling, falling apart

**** I miss you
This isn't fair.

rain, rain, go away

youre ruining my day

with me here all sad and weary

you aren't helping being oh so dreary

i want to be loved,
not left.