The pills didn't work
Useless anesthetic
To this raging storm inside me
Each and everyday passes by
I fake a smile to the world
No one ever knows
Underneath my smile
Is my broken heart
I had reached a breaking point
The crystals streamed down my cheeks
I screamed, I shouted, I yelled
"SOMEONE ! PLEASE !"
"HELP ME ! HELP ME !"
"I'M DYING.."
"I'M DYING INSIDE..."
"PLEASE..SAVE ME.."
I can hear them in a whisper
Yet they can't hear me screaming
Tick tock goes the clock
Waiting in the amber of darkness
Embraced only by the lonely night's breeze
Facing my daunting life's misery
"FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!"
A voice kept playing in my head
Repeating the same words
Over and over and over
As I see
A light at the end of the tunnel
A ray of hope
For in this very moment
I only have me
Only me
I have to fight
No! I must fight
This is my life, my match, my war
If there is only one winner
It will be me!
This game of mine
I am going to blow it up
As only I and I alone
Can paint a future that I truly deserve
Never give up in life..
Try to fight the negative vibes around us..
And shine.. ;)
*this poem related to my poem 'Depression'