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Do you know how hard it is
To see you everywhere?
In every song you like
In every show you love
In every restaurant you eat?

Do you know how hard it is
To see you talk to our friends?
Your friends
Your classmates
To everyone, but me?

Do you know how hard it is
To see you happy
While I'm sitting here
Writing this poem
In the hopes that this pain will go away?

Do you know how hard it is
To get left behind
As if what we had was nothing
As if what you felt wasn't real
*As if all of the things you said were lies?
I wake up with the same feeling over and over again
Each and every time, that thought...
That excruciating fact...
I realized once more-- that you were gone

You know all the things that I want
The little quirks that I do
The words that I need to hear
Even every nook and cranny of my entire being

How can you leave like that
When all I did was to let you in?
How can you be unsure
When all I did was to give you the world?

How can you give me so much to remember when all you ever gave me was pain?
I'm writing this poem
In the hopes of finding peace
So that when I get to the end of this piece
I won't be thinking of you anymore

I won't be missing you
I won't be dreaming of you
I won't be crying because of you
I won't be dying

'Cause this pain is too much
'Cause this pain is unbearable
'Cause this pain...
is all that's left
Hindi ko alam kung kailan
Wala akong maisip kung saan
Pero alam kong ikaw ay matatagpuan
Kahit siguro umabot ako sa buwan

Siguro ay hinahanap mo rin ako
Baka sakaling nagkatabi na tayo sa eroplano
Maaaring nakasalubong na kita doon sa may kanto
O baka naman nakasama na kita sa trabaho

Sa ngayon kailangan kong maglakbay
Patungo sa mga lugar na maaaring ikaw ay naghihintay
Hahawakan ko ng mahigpit ang iyong kamay
Ipapapaniwala ko sa iyo na merong panghabangbuhay
Sa walong oras na pagtatrabaho
Ilang minuto ay nakalaan sayo
Ito ay ang paghahanap at matulala
Sa iyong napakagandang mukha
So here I sit
What to achieve I have no idea,
Hoping for change
In a world that remains the same

Time stands still from my point of view ,
But in a few months
progress will be measured
by what I have achieved,
But as I sit here
with my mind being numb
Nothing changes
And
All remains the same
But we are all a little broken
In some way we can never be the same
We are damaged
Never to be repaired
That's the way of life
You can try and fix something
You can say you repaired it
But it will never go back to its original state.
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to act
But i know what I want,
I want to be with you.
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