Miss being lost in your eyes
For hours at a time.
Holding you so close, I start
feeling your feelings, deep inside.
Tasting your lips,
sweet sips, sweeter than wine.
Making love to each other,
Soulmates eternally divine
with our, bodies intwhined
Your body becoming mine.
Missing you here,
But still on my mind.
Close in though,
Closer in heart,
Our true only distance,
is time.
Never really gone,
But never really there,
It's fine
Our moments stuck
on play,
as I keep pressing rewind.
Memories serving their purpose,
My heart doing the time.
Hours seem like days.
My emotions,
playing tricks on my mind.

make you pancakes
kiss you
remind you everyday of how much I love you
read you books
watch movies with you
draw you pictures
take pictures with you
cuddle with you
hug you
hold your hand
make you coffee
tell you all my secrets
write you love letters
send you good morning texts
**love you unconditionally

(The warmth of your chest could've melted the ice in my heart)
I always thought
No matter what
I could seek saftey in your arms
But ****
Your arms were not made to be wrapped around me
And the warmth of your chest and the sound of your heartbeat
Were not mine to keep
(Your heartbeat could've started mine)

it was too hard to constantly be around
some who
i loved
but didn't love me
or at least
"not in the same way"