Laying curled up trying to think of nothing.
Ipod playing music unheard.
The wall comes in and out of focus. Stare too long and you see new things.
You don't really want to feel like this, but you can't seem to feel any other way.
Is it worth it to surrender your emotions?
Everyone's got to start somewhere.

People say
That if the love is true
It'll find a way
But I don't think that's right
There are plenty of things that get in the way of beautiful love

Jealousy
               Fear
                        Ourselves

Just because a love didn't last
Doesn't mean it wasn't real love
It just wasn't the right love
And that's what causes heartbreak
It's when our thoughts
Don't match with the reality
Of our lives

Love can't always save us
It's not meant too

When your world crumbles apart—
And you're dragged back to the start—

     Hold on.

When all your candles have died—
And all your teachers have lied—

     Hold on.

When your heart gives away—
And your bones turn to clay—

      Hold on.

Hold on to the seams that bind you—
Hold on to what you know to be true—

Hold on to the ones you love---
And know that that will be enough---

      Hold on tightly
      and never let go—

      Hold on tightly
      until you finally know—

Hold on.

I refuse to let go
Of the dark cliff
Before the sun rises

Isn't it sort of silly
to number words
instead of ideas?