i get home and end up on the floor
the same story as the night before

you think you have me figured out
you want to leave and i kind of want you to
i can deal without the judgement

i don't have a problem
i just want to finish this drink
i can stop
by why would i want to?

*if you want to leave, then leave

Maybe there’s a lot more wrong with me than I can see
Can someone please tell me what’s wrong with me
It’s getting harder to breathe
It’s getting harder to see
It’s getting harder to understand the world around me

your eyes look like death
your hair is a mess
your touch feels desperate

My feelings were never true
Just in love with the idea
I just wasted your time

My heart hasn't been okay since May, and you broke it again in August
To you, I was a joke and you couldn't wait to make me choke on every meaningless word you spoke, and every fake smile you shot in my direction
I'm trapped watching you and your new love
She could have been me, and we could have been happy
If I just ******* let you in
Maybe we could actually be more than the boundary I put up to keep you away
It may have not been love, and I know it wasn't enough
I just want you to know you're still imprinted in my head like the tattoo on your chest