I just wish I could cry.
And scream.
And yell.
And throw up.
And shake
Uncontrollably
Until I
Vacate
My
Own
Body.

Because you've touched
Every inch of it.

These hands have memorized the way you move. My feet, giddy to see you. Eyes flash open each morning to yours.
And my lips.
They want to come home.

But
You're
Moving
On.

I suppose so am I but

This is the first time
I've had
Trouble
Letting
Go.

Her kisses are on
Other people's necks now.

So I guess I'll just ******* die.

Missing you
In
Silent
Sobs
And
Shakes.

I am doing
Well.

Learning to
Love
Myself.

Spending time
With
Me.

Somewhere
In there

Find me
In my
Mind

Writing me off as
The one that got away

As I'm
Begging you to stay