Everyday is a new day
Completely fresh. We all wake to the same sun. We all hope for peace, yet we crave chaos. We are searching for love under the same moon just different dancefloors. Different drink portions. We all hurt but some of us hurt more. Some people shoot for their dreams while others wander and wonder why, why the sun doesn't shine on them as much as it does others. Why they are left in the shadows. Why is it when music plays it moves their hearts but not their body. Left standing , crying on that fluorescent dance floor, lights flashing around them. Maybe they drank too much but it never feels like enough. Satisfaction is something that comes in small fractions. They want to rest. Water floods their eyes. Crying in the shower, hurting every hour. Sometimes they sit in the dark and just stare at time. It ticks in their face and pesters their brains. They can't keep pace and It's testing them. They want to feel safe. You want to feel safe. You want the suns light, the moons calm. Internal pain, external rain. Interminable rain. You can't stop it. Life is growing darker and you cannot escape.